{"id":6779,"date":"2011-05-18T20:54:28","date_gmt":"2011-05-18T18:54:28","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=6779"},"modified":"2011-05-18T20:54:28","modified_gmt":"2011-05-18T18:54:28","slug":"poeme-de-alice-drogoreanu","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=6779","title":{"rendered":"Poeme de Alice Drogoreanu"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><em><strong>Caulfield my friend<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n<p>prin var\u0103<br \/>\nzilele au curs lent<br \/>\nca sudoarea pe salopet\u0103. c\u00e2nd ai o \u0163igare \u00een m\u00e2n\u0103<br \/>\n\u015fi nu te gr\u0103be\u015fti s-o aprinzi. nu acum. mai \u00eencolo.<br \/>\nsim\u0163i tutunul<br \/>\n\u015fi apa sf\u00e2r\u00e2ind pe sc\u00e2ndura \u00eencins\u0103. rupi<br \/>\nbuc\u0103\u0163ele mici de p\u00e2ine. hr\u0103ne\u015fti c\u00e2inele. \u015fi nimic<!--more--><br \/>\nnu urmeaz\u0103 dup\u0103 asta ( am\u00e2ndoi st\u0103m pe sc\u00e2ndura \u00eencins\u0103<br \/>\n\u015fi mai \u0163ine a\u015fa o vreme p\u00e2n\u0103 ce soarele<br \/>\ntrece de canal)<\/p>\n<p><strong>(  un pierce \u00een pleoap\u0103  )<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>mi\u015fto r\u0103m\u00e2ne numai felul \u00een care toate astea<br \/>\ncresc \u00een fabrica de emo\u0163ii<br \/>\n\u00eenceput\u0103 \u00een dormitor \u015fi terminat\u0103<br \/>\nla c\u00e2te un geam. totul<br \/>\n\u00eencepe s\u0103 par\u0103 perfect valabil.<\/p>\n<p>tramvaiele  de la depou<br \/>\n\u00eencep s\u0103 h\u00e2r\u015fc\u00e2ie. dinspre ora trei spre ora 4.<br \/>\nblocul din fa\u0163\u0103 \u00ee\u015fi acoper\u0103 ochii cu palma.<br \/>\nprobleme reale fac bunjee jumping pe cabluri.<br \/>\nfactura la lumin\u0103. haleala. \u015fireturi la skateri.<br \/>\nun display nou de telefon. lumea doarme.<br \/>\ntu dormi. eu<br \/>\nm-a\u015f at\u00e2rna<br \/>\nde firu\u2019 plicului de ceai \u015fi-a\u015f cobor\u00ee pe geam \u00een<br \/>\ngr\u0103din\u0103. din gr\u0103din\u0103 pe biciclet\u0103. \u015fi-a\u015f<br \/>\narunca ziarele diminea\u0163a<br \/>\ndin mers<br \/>\npe peluze<\/p>\n<p><strong>|\u00a0aminte\u015fte-mi s\u0103-\u0163i povestesc ce-am v\u0103zut azi pe strad\u0103 \u00a0|\u00a0 <\/strong><\/p>\n<p>dungi care se fixeaz\u0103 aiurea \u00een creier<br \/>\ndungi de lumin\u0103 pe duc\u0103<br \/>\nca \u015fi cum ceva memorabil se \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103 aici. o vodk\u0103<br \/>\n\u015fi ni\u015fte portocale ar fi bune acum<br \/>\ns\u0103 le storc<br \/>\ns\u0103 caut pahare s\u0103 trag perdeaua s\u0103 nu intre c\u0103ldura \u015fi mu\u015ftele<br \/>\ng\u00e2ndindu-m\u0103 c\u0103 dincolo tu auzi tot ce-mi trece prin cap<\/p>\n<p>dac\u0103 sari pe mine din prima<br \/>\nsau dac\u0103 are rost s\u0103 vorbe\u015fti despre spaimele tale t\u00e2mpite<br \/>\ndespre rela\u0163iile care se fut dracu\u2019 \u015ftie de ce<br \/>\npoate din fric\u0103. aceea\u015fi fric\u0103<br \/>\ncare st\u0103 \u00een pragu\u2019 u\u015fii<br \/>\ncu burta rotund\u0103 alb\u0103 \u015fi moale umfl\u00e2ndu-se<br \/>\ndezumfl\u00e2ndu-se \u00een ritmul respira\u0163iei<br \/>\nciulindu-\u015fi urechile. \u015fi trec<br \/>\n\u015fi mi se \u00eenfige cu din\u0163ii \u00een tivul pantalonilor<br \/>\nse \u0163ine t\u00e2r\u00e2\u015f<\/p>\n<p>mi se face mil\u0103 de tine<br \/>\nc\u0103 nu te cheam\u0103 mitic\u0103. c\u0103 nu e ceva<br \/>\nfilmat de undeva de mai sus. c\u0103 n-a fost s\u0103 st\u0103m \u00een iarb\u0103<br \/>\n\u00eentin\u015fi. unul \u00een continuarea celuilalt<br \/>\nmi-e mil\u0103 de mine c\u0103 n-am o rochie cu bretele<\/p>\n<p>c\u0103 lucrurile nu-s mai simple. \u015fi liniile astea<br \/>\ns\u0103 se poat\u0103 curba la nesf\u00e2r\u015fit<br \/>\n\u015fi c\u00e2nd m\u0103 smuce\u015fti s\u0103 stau locului<br \/>\n\u015fi c\u00e2nd amesteci cu degetul \u00een pahar. mi-l duci la gur\u0103<br \/>\n\u015fi sare perdeaua din geam<\/p>\n<p>c\u00e2nd tot aerul<br \/>\nintr\u0103 odat\u0103 cu fojg\u0103iala de sub balcon<br \/>\n\u015fi ora\u015ful. dospind.<br \/>\n\u015fi tot felu\u2019 de insule ciudate p\u00e2lp\u00e2ie pe<br \/>\ncearceaf<br \/>\n\u015fi pere\u0163ii<\/p>\n<p>pere\u0163ii se \u0163in tare<\/p>\n<p>m\u00e2ine helenu\u015f o s\u0103 citeasc\u0103 asta \u015fi o s\u0103 \u00eentrebe pe<br \/>\nmess de ce nu e \u015fi altceva \u00een afar\u0103 de revolt\u0103<br \/>\nde ce nu se vede \u00eenfr\u00e2ngerea<\/p>\n<p>\u00een timp ce \u00eentind o m\u00e2n\u0103 de patrusutedekilometri<br \/>\ns-o s\u0103rute pe nas<br \/>\ncealalt\u0103 m\u00e2n\u0103 \u00eenchide lumina \u015fi \u00ee\u015fi d\u0103 jos pantalonii<\/p>\n<p><strong>(\u00eentotdeauna c\u00e2nd vine frigul) <\/strong>lucrurile  devin importante <\/p>\n<p>tinzi s\u0103 iei aburul comun drept dragoste<br \/>\n\u015fi \u00eentinzi m\u00e2na s\u0103-l \u0163ii lipit pe geam.<br \/>\npeste d\u00e2mb \u00eenainteaz\u0103 o babet\u0103 cu o g\u0103letu\u015fe \u00een m\u00e2n\u0103<br \/>\nse opre\u015fte \u015fi arunc\u0103<br \/>\ncon\u0163inutul \u00een b\u0103taia v\u00e2ntului. \u015fi v\u00e2ntul<br \/>\nf\u0103r\u0103 nicio ranchiun\u0103<br \/>\ni-aduce \u00eenapoi<br \/>\nbuca\u0163ile de ziar p\u0103tate de c\u0103cat<br \/>\npeste fa\u0163\u0103 \u015fi peste rochie.<\/p>\n<p><strong>|\u00a0 doppler effect |<\/strong>  \u00een timp ce:<br \/>\nde aici<br \/>\nde peste v\u00e2rfurile verzi<br \/>\nmi se pare c\u0103 e o turl\u0103. o clopotni\u0163\u0103 cu p\u0103s\u0103ri lungi \u015fi triste. acelea\u015fi.<br \/>\nde foarte mult\u0103 vreme.<br \/>\nnimic m\u0103re\u0163. doar un semn c\u0103<br \/>\ne \u00eenc\u0103 o zi pe p\u0103m\u00e2nt<br \/>\nde\u015fi lucrurile se stric\u0103<br \/>\nexact cum clopotni\u0163ei \u00eei cad obloanele<br \/>\n\u015findrila pere\u0163ii<br \/>\n\u015fi-n cele din urm\u0103<br \/>\np\u0103s\u0103rile.<\/p>\n<p><strong>(alice a what are u doing) <\/strong><\/p>\n<p>casa asta e o cas\u0103 are dou\u0103 camere debarale<br \/>\n\u015fi balcon. boierie micu\u0163ule. pe partea cu umbr\u0103. \u015fi cu cioc\u0103nitori.<br \/>\nc\u00e2nd am intrat prima oar\u0103 mirosea a soacr\u0103-mea chiar dac\u0103<br \/>\nnu mai locuia aici de c\u00e2teva luni. mi-a povestit c\u0103 voia<br \/>\nc\u00e2t mai departe de cartier. o cred. de\u015fi p\u0103rea la curent<br \/>\ncu b\u00e2rfele cu vecinii. am impresia c\u0103 \u00eentreba de<br \/>\ncontrol. de obicei erau mor\u0163i.<br \/>\n(din cauza fabricii de dero parcul din cap\u0103tul str\u0103zii era o tungusk\u0103<br \/>\nc\u00e2nd ploua ferestrele f\u0103ceau cl\u0103buci \u015fi cerul curcubeu. curcubee<br \/>\nn-am mai v\u0103zut demult. \u015fi totu\u015fi lumea nu pleac\u0103. nimeni nu vinde<br \/>\nnimeni nu cump\u0103r\u0103 aici. sunt<br \/>\napartamentele lor de la combinat)<br \/>\nm-am \u00eentors acu 15 ani cu-n copil \u00een bra\u0163e.<br \/>\nera f cald. marea<br \/>\nmajoritate a vie\u0163ii personale era dincolo. \u00een saci. c\u0103r\u0163i discuri.<br \/>\nchilo\u0163i. paharele le-a f\u0103cut zob \u0103l b\u0103tr\u00e2n c\u00e2nd a cotit-o pe scar\u0103<br \/>\n(dup\u0103 linguri\u0163e mi-a p\u0103rut cu adev\u0103rat r\u0103u. dar cine st\u0103<br \/>\ns\u0103 r\u0103scoleasc\u0103 \u00een cioburi dup\u0103 ele. politically corect ar fi<br \/>\ns\u0103 spun c\u0103 erau de furat)<br \/>\ncred c\u0103 au fost o mul\u0163ime<br \/>\nde lucruri de f\u0103cut. \u0163evi zugr\u0103veal\u0103. iedera invada dormitorul<br \/>\nfaze \u00een care pere\u0163ii-s un ecran. plin de efecte uria\u015fe.<br \/>\nte a\u015fezi \u00een fa\u0163a lui \u015fi desenezi cu m\u00e2na \u00een aer: l\u0103mpi\u0163e canapea tabloa\u015fe dulcea\u0163\u0103<br \/>\nvacan\u0163a de cr\u0103ciun. tototot. tu e\u015fti dumnezeul casei tale. fiat lux.<br \/>\ndup\u0103 aia vin cu vitez\u0103<br \/>\nprima zi de \u015fcoal\u0103<br \/>\nbecuri economice<br \/>\nun geam cr\u0103pat<br \/>\no u\u015f\u0103 \u015falie<br \/>\nun c\u00e2ine. vasele lui. cron\u0163\u0103nelele lui. o chitar\u0103.<br \/>\nmocheta rupt\u0103 arcurile s\u0103rite \u015fi contu\u2019 blocat. tot felu\u2019 de chestii<br \/>\npe care le str\u00e2ng \u015fi<br \/>\nnu mai apuc s\u0103 le pun nic\u0103ieri. \u015fi tu<br \/>\nm\u0103 g\u00e2dili cu urechea. pentru o clip\u0103 aud cum visezi.<br \/>\na\u015f r\u0103m\u00e2ne aici abia am \u00eenc\u0103lzit locul. o s\u0103 vorbesc cu mihu\u0163<br \/>\ns\u0103-\u0163i dea id-ul mariei laurencin. e nici alb\u0103 nici neagr\u0103<br \/>\nca \u015fi tine. iar depresiile ei par de treab\u0103.<br \/>\ne 3.49 \u00eemi intr\u0103 fumu\u2019 \u00een ochi co\u015fa-i pe idle \u015fi antena 3<br \/>\npe revizie tehnic\u0103.<br \/>\n* <\/p>\n<p>mai demult am visat o mas\u0103 de 12 persoane<br \/>\n\u015fi cineva a spus a murit maic\u0103-ta<br \/>\nm-am \u00eenv\u00e2rtit \u00een jurul mesei \u015fi<br \/>\npe c\u00e2nd d\u0103deam ture mi-a trecut prin minte c\u0103<br \/>\nn-am cum s-o pocnesc vreodat\u0103 de-acum.<br \/>\nam mai dat ture<br \/>\n\u015fi m\u0103 g\u00e2ndeam s\u0103 fac ceva orice. de exemplu s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng<br \/>\nc\u00e2nd m-am trezit l-am v\u0103zut pe tata. se uita fix la mine<br \/>\naveam febr\u0103 \u015fi s-a chinuit s\u0103-mi dea sup\u0103 cu linguri\u0163a.<br \/>\nmi-a venit pe bune s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng &#8211; nu nimerea deloc.<\/p>\n<p><strong>de ce miroase a nuci <\/strong><\/p>\n<p>\u00eent\u00e2i am sp\u0103lat cada<br \/>\nde multe ori. pentru fiecare baie pe care n-am<br \/>\nf\u0103cut-o acas\u0103. am sp\u0103lat rufele.<br \/>\nm\u0103 g\u00e2ndeam la toate c\u0103zile pe care le-am umplut cu ap\u0103 fierbinte<br \/>\na\u015f putea face un album. \u00een ultima apa s-a r\u0103cit degeaba.<br \/>\nam l\u0103sat buretele pe marginea chiuvetei<br \/>\n\u015fi mi-am aprins o \u0163igare.<\/p>\n<p><strong>(mas\u0103 de patru persoane)<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>\u00een 3 zile ne love\u015fte cr\u0103ciunul<br \/>\nasta vine ca o lumin\u0103 \u00een ochi<\/p>\n<p>v\u0103d cum<br \/>\nstau \u00een capul mesei. noi 4 to\u0163i aduna\u0163i<br \/>\niar eu \u00eemi aprind \u0163ig\u0103ri parfumate.  djarum cu cire\u015fe<br \/>\nsemnez peste mas\u0103 \u015fi<br \/>\ndup\u0103 mine \u00eencepe s\u0103 ning\u0103. am p\u0103rul negru \u015fi<br \/>\nnu gust nimic. doar beau vinul \u0103la negru \u015fi ascult<br \/>\ncum se ascut furculi\u0163ele<br \/>\n\u00een inima mea.<\/p>\n<p>numai tu r\u00e2zi idiotule<br \/>\n\u015fi mai ceri o bucat\u0103 de carne.<\/p>\n<p><strong>it ain&#8217;t over &#8217;til it&#8217;s over.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>c\u00e2teodat\u0103<br \/>\ndragostea apare ca un aligator<br \/>\nfix pe banda alb\u0103 pe<br \/>\no \u015fosea f lung\u0103<br \/>\ncu lumini incerte \u00een dep\u0103rtare<br \/>\nmuzica e foarte tare \u015fi p\u00e2n\u0103 m\u0103 uit<br \/>\nel se \u00eendep\u0103rteaz\u0103 de mine<br \/>\n\u00een mare vitez\u0103<\/p>\n<p><strong>fata aia <\/strong><\/p>\n<p>(din care n-am v\u0103zut dec\u00e2t jum\u0103tate<br \/>\nde fiecare dat\u0103 c\u00e2nd am trecut<br \/>\npe strada aia)<br \/>\nst\u0103tea pe o lad\u0103<br \/>\nsau o cutie de carton ceva. \u00een \u00eenc\u0103perea din spate.<br \/>\n\u00eemi place s\u0103 cred c\u0103 nu pl\u00e2ngea. <\/p>\n<p>ci c\u0103 st\u0103 pur \u015fi simplu vorbind . cu m\u0103samare sau cu dealerul.cu m\u00e2inile ei sub\u0163iri \u015fi treningul trei-sferturi<br \/>\nproiectat\u0103 \u00een lumina verde<br \/>\nam \u00eent\u00e2lnit-o \u00een acela\u015fi loc<br \/>\n\u00een fiecare lun\u0103. o d\u00e2r\u0103 fin\u0103 de fum<br \/>\npe fundal verde. aceea\u015fi pozi\u0163ie aplecat\u0103 pu\u0163in \u00een fa\u0163\u0103<br \/>\nca \u015fi cum ar fi dat tot \u015fi n-a mai r\u0103mas nimic.<br \/>\nc\u00e2nd am citit lupe mi-am adus aminte de ea<br \/>\na\u015f fi vrut s\u0103 i-o spun. <\/p>\n<p>eventual s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eenjure<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Caulfield my friend prin var\u0103 zilele au curs lent ca sudoarea pe salopet\u0103. c\u00e2nd ai o \u0163igare \u00een m\u00e2n\u0103 \u015fi nu te gr\u0103be\u015fti s-o aprinzi. nu acum. mai \u00eencolo. sim\u0163i tutunul \u015fi apa sf\u00e2r\u00e2ind pe sc\u00e2ndura \u00eencins\u0103. rupi buc\u0103\u0163ele mici de p\u00e2ine. hr\u0103ne\u015fti c\u00e2inele. \u015fi 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