\u00a0Momentan, sinuciderea lui momentan suspendat\u0103 \u00een singurul loc \u00een care mai putea fi era singurul loc \u00een care mai putea s\u0103 fie. Nu \u015ftia, momentan, dac\u0103 ar putea \u015fi el s\u0103 mai fie \u00een acela\u015fi loc cu propria lui sinucidere, pentru c\u0103 ea \u00eei cam d\u0103dea impresia c\u0103 \u00eel eliminase din singurul loc ce \u00eei apar\u0163inea \u015fi pe care nu mai putea s\u0103 \u00eel \u00eempart\u0103 momentan \u015fi cu ea. Sinuciderea lui personal\u0103, \u00eempr\u0103\u015ftiat\u0103 cine \u015ftie \u00een c\u00e2te dintre persoanele sale pe care, momentan, nu avea cum s\u0103 le elimine din el, l-a dat momentan afar\u0103 din singurul loc \u00een care mai putea s\u0103 fie \u015fi, momentan, \u00eencepuse s\u0103 se \u00eentrebe dac\u0103, elimin\u00e2ndu-l din locul \u00eemp\u0103r\u0163it cu ea, ea nu risca astfel s\u0103 se elimine \u015fi din ea \u00eens\u0103\u015fi. \u00ce\u015fi puse aceast\u0103 \u00eentrebare momentan, de c\u00e2nd accesul \u00een locul \u00een care mai putea s\u0103 fie \u015fi singur, propria lui sinucidere, pe care sinuciderea lui personal\u0103 \u00eel \u015fi ocup\u0103, \u00eei devenise momentan interzis. El voia tare \u00een plus s\u0103 \u00ee\u015fi p\u0103streze locul sinuciderii, \u00eens\u0103, dac\u0103 ea nu \u00eel mai voia \u00een el \u015fi nici s\u0103 \u00eei fie \u00een consecin\u0163\u0103 propria sinucidere, putea \u00een aceste condi\u0163ii fi sinuciderea propriei lui sinucideri \u015fi astfel avea posibilitatea s\u0103 se elimine personal \u015fi s\u0103 \u00eei redea locul \u00een care mai putea fi \u015fi singur, eliberat de alte sinucideri \u015fi momentan umplut de amintirea ei personal\u0103. Un scenariu mai imposibil nici nu putea s\u0103 existe momentan: sinuciderea lui personal\u0103 acaparase \u00een \u00eentregime locul \u00een care el mai putea fi \u015fi singur, dar ea nu \u00ee\u015fi d\u0103dea seama c\u0103 locul \u00een care putea s\u0103 mai fie \u015fi singur\u0103 era \u00eentocmai ea, iar, elimin\u00e2ndu-l pe el din ea, se elimina \u015fi pe ea din ea. Propria lui sinucidere evoluase momentan \u015fi nu mai avea nevoie de niciun loc \u00een care s\u0103 \u00eei fie singurul loc \u00een care mai putea fi \u015fi singur. Momentan, se preg\u0103tea s\u0103 fie emasculat\u0103 din toate persoanele lui impermeabile la timpul momentan. Avea \u00een consecin\u0163\u0103 s\u0103 se emasculeze \u00een cur\u00e2nd momentan.<\/p>\n
\u00a0Momentan, avea a\u015fadar ambi\u0163ia s\u0103 \u00ee\u015fi emasculeze propria sinucidere. Se g\u00e2ndea momentan c\u0103 nici chiar ea \u00eens\u0103\u015fi nu ar fi putut s\u0103 o fac\u0103 momentan mai bine. Cum nu mai era momentan sigur c\u0103 numai \u00een sinucidere putea s\u0103 fie \u015fi singur, inten\u0163iona momentan s\u0103 o emasculeze p\u00e2n\u0103 la ultima consecin\u0163\u0103 posibil\u0103. Vl\u0103guind-o momentan total, era curios dac\u0103 ar mai fi avut vreo putere asupra lui \u015fi dac\u0103 l-ar mai fi putut \u00eendemna s\u0103 \u00ee\u015fi foloseasc\u0103 oricare dintre ceruri \u00een scopul propriei sale mor\u0163i. Cu sinuciderea odat\u0103 emasculat\u0103, putea s\u0103 fie lini\u015ftit c\u0103 impetuozitatea cu care dorea momentan s\u0103 tr\u0103iasc\u0103 nu mai poate fi zdruncinat\u0103 sau \u00eenlocuit\u0103 momentan de nimic. Propria lui sinucidere r\u0103m\u00e2nea momentan s\u0103 existe \u00een chiar persoanele sale, dar numai de fa\u0163ad\u0103, pentru a bloca momentan accesul oric\u0103rei alte sinucideri adev\u0103rate la el. R\u0103m\u00e2nea momentan s\u0103 \u00ee\u015fi sinucid\u0103 astfel, constant \u015fi pe r\u00e2nd, toate persoanele pe care nu mai vrea s\u0103 le fie \u015fi, prin acest act, le trimitea s\u0103 sporeasc\u0103 momentan suprafa\u0163a str\u0103lucitoare a fa\u0163adei sinuciga\u015fe a adev\u0103ratei sale personalit\u0103\u0163i, momentan complet impermeabil\u0103 la orice persoan\u0103 ar fi putut s\u0103 o fie.<\/p>\n
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