{"id":7482,"date":"2011-09-22T08:36:15","date_gmt":"2011-09-22T06:36:15","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=7482"},"modified":"2011-09-21T14:37:54","modified_gmt":"2011-09-21T12:37:54","slug":"poems-by-stefan-bolea-3","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=7482","title":{"rendered":"Poems by \u015etefan Bolea"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>agnostic gnostic<\/strong><br \/>\n&nbsp;<br \/>\nthere\u2019s no way you can prove god exists<br \/>\nhowever I know you can build an alternate system of belief<br \/>\na non-god arises in my soul<br \/>\na fallen over-god perhaps<br \/>\nstill I believe I don\u2019t believe in myself<!--more--><br \/>\n&nbsp;<br \/>\n\u2020<br \/>\n&nbsp;<br \/>\ndid you ever hurt her?<br \/>\nonly in my head, day after day<br \/>\nI would penetrate her from the inside like a giant worm<br \/>\nuntil she\u2019s pregnant and gives birth to me<br \/>\nnevertheless if she were dead I would blow my brains<br \/>\nif beethoven\u2019s grave were the center of the world<br \/>\nmy center would be her grave<br \/>\n&nbsp;<br \/>\nmy shadow exists only as the shadow of her inexistence<br \/>\n&nbsp;<br \/>\n\u2020<br \/>\n&nbsp;<br \/>\nif I were a pussy I\u2019d be a slut<br \/>\n&nbsp;<br \/>\n&nbsp;<br \/>\n<strong>mean<\/strong><br \/>\n&nbsp;<br \/>\nsometimes a whore is cheaper than a date<br \/>\nsometimes you end up both broke and unfucked <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>agnostic gnostic &nbsp; there\u2019s no way you can prove god exists however I know you can build an alternate system of belief a non-god arises in my soul a fallen over-god perhaps still I believe I don\u2019t believe in myself<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[739,77],"tags":[1153,1123,39],"class_list":["post-7482","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-egophobia-32","category-english","tag-egophobia-32","tag-english","tag-stefan-bolea"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p6DakB-1WG","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7482","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=7482"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7482\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":7483,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7482\/revisions\/7483"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=7482"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=7482"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=7482"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}