{"id":7849,"date":"2011-11-20T16:36:01","date_gmt":"2011-11-20T14:36:01","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=7849"},"modified":"2011-12-22T16:01:12","modified_gmt":"2011-12-22T14:01:12","slug":"dracul-e-dumnezeul-sarac","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=7849","title":{"rendered":"Dracul e dumnezeul s\u0103rac"},"content":{"rendered":"

de Patrick C\u0103linescu
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\nAzi sunt liber de toate. M\u00e2ine o s\u0103 v\u0103d ce-o s\u0103 m\u0103-nc\u0103tu\u015feze mai \u00eent\u00e2i \u015fi mai \u00eent\u00e2i.<\/p>\n

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Dar, totu\u015fi, s\u0103 m\u0103 bucur de c\u00e2t mi s-a dat s\u0103 tr\u0103iesc nestingherit de niciun fel de \u00eencarcerare.<\/p>\n

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\u015ei cum s\u0103 nu \u015ftiu \u2013 prea bine s\u0103 nu \u015ftiu \u2013 c\u0103 nu mult mi s-a dat s\u0103 nimicesc \u00een picioare \u015fi \u00een suflet din scumpa libertate pe care, iat\u0103, azi o tr\u0103iesc din tot plinul ei m\u0103runt.<\/p>\n


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\u015ei, fiindc\u0103 deja am pomenit de picioare \u015fi de suflet, s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eentorc \u00een timpul \u00een care, f\u0103r\u0103 pat\u0103 de suflet viu \u00een piept, \u00eemi t\u00e2r\u00e2iam picioarele ne\u015flefuite de mers pe lungimea modest\u0103 de strad\u0103 a casei mele.<\/p>\n

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M\u0103 plimbam cu soarele urm\u0103rindu-mi orice \u00eenclinare a cre\u015ftetului c\u00e2nd, brusc, \u00eemi sare de niciunde, \u00eentr-un punct oarecare al \u00eenaint\u0103rii mele \u00eenc\u0103 relativ buimace de somnul neispr\u0103vit al nop\u0163ii precedente, un ins cam gros \u00een talie \u015fi cam str\u00e2mt \u00een f\u0103lci, pe care imediat l-am \u015fi asemuit cu o clepsidr\u0103 exagerat de tras\u0103 de capete \u015fi peste m\u0103sur\u0103 de alungit\u0103 din ambele extremit\u0103\u0163i \u00eentr-un fel de marionet\u0103 diform\u0103 \u015fi f\u0103r\u0103 m\u00e2ini, \u015fi f\u0103r\u0103 picioare.<\/p>\n

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L-am privit pu\u0163in n\u0103t\u00e2ng, apoi mi-am \u00eendreptat privirea \u00eentr-o scrutare mai atent\u0103 a \u00eentregii sale fiin\u0163e. Recunosc, altceva n-am mai remarcat la el.<\/p>\n

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P\u0103rea gr\u0103bit, dar nu s\u0103 treac\u0103 mai departe \u015fi s\u0103 dep\u0103\u015feasc\u0103 linia imaginar\u0103 de puncte a \u00eenaint\u0103rii mele, pe care, voit sau nu, \u00eencepuse deja s\u0103-\u015fi dea seama c\u0103 o str\u0103punsese f\u0103r\u0103 nicio mil\u0103.<\/p>\n

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P\u0103rea gr\u0103bit, de fapt, s\u0103 se desc\u0103tu\u015feze de ce trebuia s\u0103-mi spun\u0103 ca s\u0103-\u015fi capete, \u015fi el, m\u0103runtul plin de libertate. Azi \u015fi lui i se promisese s\u0103 fie liber de toate. Doar c\u0103, mai \u00eent\u00e2i \u015fi mai \u00eent\u00e2i, avea de \u00eendeplinit o spus\u0103 mie.<\/p>\n

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A trecut \u015fi mai bine de linia \u00eenaint\u0103rii mele \u015fi m-a apucat de m\u00e2n\u0103. S-a uitat ferm \u00een ochii mei \u015fi mi-a poruncit s\u0103 nu uit niciodat\u0103 adev\u0103rul pe care avea s\u0103 mi-l transmit\u0103. Ar fi vrut, probabil, s\u0103 mai adauge \u015fi c\u0103 mi se \u00eencredin\u0163eaz\u0103 un lucru de a c\u0103rui inevitabil\u0103 consecin\u0163\u0103 va trebui, ulterior, s\u0103 m\u0103 feresc a o interpreta \u00een vreun fel sau altul, dar n-a mai spus nimic. A \u00eencetat s\u0103 m\u0103 \u015fi priveasc\u0103 \u00een momentul \u00een care a \u00eenceput s\u0103-mi spun\u0103 ce fusese \u00eens\u0103rcinat s\u0103-mi zic\u0103.<\/p>\n

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De\u015fi gr\u0103bit, a gr\u0103it a\u015fa:<\/p>\n

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Str\u0103ine, eu \u015ftiu c\u0103 tu ai fost \u00eentotdeauna liber. Se cunoa\u015fte foarte bine c\u0103 te-ai n\u0103scut liber \u015fi c\u0103 \u00eens\u0103\u015fi libertatea te-a n\u0103scut pe tine.<\/p>\n

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Str\u0103ine, \u00eenceteaz\u0103 s\u0103 te mai prefaci c\u0103 tr\u0103ie\u015fti, din prea m\u0103runtul ei plin, libertatea care \u0163ie nu \u0163i se poate nici da, nici lua!<\/p>\n

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Str\u0103ine, s\u0103 \u015ftii c\u0103 nu mai po\u0163i s\u0103 p\u0103c\u0103le\u015fti pe nimeni!<\/p>\n

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Str\u0103ine, toat\u0103 lumea a aflat c\u0103 tu e\u015fti libertatea pe care, doar azi pe an, eu o tr\u0103iesc nestingherit de niciun fel de \u00eencarcerare.<\/p>\n

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Str\u0103ine, trebuie s\u0103 cuno\u015fti lumea a\u015fa cum e, \u015fi nu a\u015fa cum \u0163i se arat\u0103 ea \u00een schimbul unui alt azi, \u00eentr-o alt\u0103 zi, an de an. Trebuie s\u0103 nu te mai am\u0103ge\u015fti singur c\u0103 \u015fi al\u0163ii s-au n\u0103scut liberi \u015fi c\u0103 \u015fi pe al\u0163ii libertatea \u00eens\u0103\u015fi i-a n\u0103scut. E doar o iluzie pe care nu \u00een\u0163eleg cum po\u0163i s-o \u00eentre\u0163ii c\u00e2nd tu e\u015fti, practic, singurul care a reu\u015fit s\u0103 priceap\u0103 diferen\u0163a esen\u0163ial\u0103 dintre ateu \u015fi cineva f\u0103r\u0103 religie. Iar tu, libertatea \u00eenn\u0103scut\u0103 \u015fi n\u0103scut de libertatea \u00eens\u0103\u015fi, nu po\u0163i fi dec\u00e2t f\u0103r\u0103 religie. Numai tu ai \u00een tine puterea s\u0103 fii f\u0103r\u0103 religie, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 \u015fi fii ateu.<\/p>\n

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Str\u0103ine, tu e\u015fti credinciosul prin excelen\u0163\u0103. Tu, \u015fi nimeni altul, ai reu\u015fit s\u0103 \u00een\u0163elegi perfect leg\u0103tura tainic\u0103 dintre credin\u0163a adev\u0103rat\u0103 \u015fi libertatea absolut\u0103. Tu, \u015fi nimeni altul, ai dus la \u00eendeplinire comanda ini\u0163ial\u0103 a lui Dumnezeu: Crede \u00een mine f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 mi te subjugi!<\/em><\/p>\n

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Str\u0103ine, tu chiar e\u015fti din os divin. Tu e\u015fti liber \u015fi libertatea \u00eens\u0103\u015fi s-a concentrat, \u00een \u00eentregime, \u00een fiin\u0163a ta. Tu ai reu\u015fit, ca nimeni altul, s\u0103 fii cu adev\u0103rat f\u0103r\u0103 religie f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 devii ateu. Tu crezi \u00een Dumnezeul nostru atotputernic f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 i te supui \u00een niciun fel.<\/p>\n

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Str\u0103ine, eu \u015ftiu \u00een ce const\u0103 libertatea pe care o e\u015fti. Am aflat-o din ochii t\u0103i \u00eentin\u015fi a mirare \u00eentr-ai mei. Dumnezeu \u00eensu\u015fi a ales s\u0103-\u0163i spun\u0103 \u0163ie, \u015fi nim\u0103nui altuia, c\u0103 ai perfect\u0103 dreptate s\u0103 fi \u00een\u0163eles care este esen\u0163a libert\u0103\u0163ii pe care o e\u015fti.<\/p>\n

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Str\u0103ine, eu, mul\u0163umescu-\u0163i, am cunoscut-o \u00eemprumut\u00e2nd privire din \u00een\u015fi\u015fi ochii t\u0103i. Fii liber \u00eentru Dumnezeu!<\/em><\/p>\n

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Str\u0103ine, a mai spus insul \u00eenainte s\u0103-i redea liniei de puncte a \u00eenaint\u0103rii mele integralitatea pe care a avut-o \u00eenainte s\u0103 mi-o str\u0103pung\u0103, dar te aten\u0163ionez, dac\u0103 neap\u0103rat vrei s\u0103 fii liber \u00eentru Dumnezeu, c\u0103 trebuie s\u0103 te lepezi de dumnezeul religiilor omene\u015fti, care nu cunoa\u015fte altceva dec\u00e2t \u00eenc\u0103tu\u015farea ve\u015fnic\u0103 a drept credinciosului. C\u0103ci el, abil siluitorul de el, e \u00eensu\u015fi dracul \u00een persoan\u0103: dumnezeul cel s\u0103rac.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

de Patrick C\u0103linescu for the English version click here   Azi sunt liber de toate. M\u00e2ine o s\u0103 v\u0103d ce-o s\u0103 m\u0103-nc\u0103tu\u015feze mai \u00eent\u00e2i \u015fi mai \u00eent\u00e2i.   Dar, totu\u015fi, s\u0103 m\u0103 bucur de c\u00e2t mi s-a dat s\u0103 tr\u0103iesc nestingherit de niciun fel de \u00eencarcerare.   \u015ei cum s\u0103 nu \u015ftiu \u2013 prea bine […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[794,27],"tags":[1155,1117,4],"class_list":["post-7849","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-egophobia-33","category-filosofie","tag-egophobia-33","tag-filosofie","tag-patrick-calinescu"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p6DakB-22B","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7849","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=7849"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7849\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":7934,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7849\/revisions\/7934"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=7849"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=7849"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=7849"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}