{"id":8100,"date":"2011-12-22T23:07:58","date_gmt":"2011-12-22T21:07:58","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=8100"},"modified":"2012-04-17T16:13:31","modified_gmt":"2012-04-17T14:13:31","slug":"pistoletul-de-dama","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=8100","title":{"rendered":"Pistoletul de dam\u0103"},"content":{"rendered":"

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de Viorel Marineasa\u00a0[Rom\u00e2nia]<\/p>\n

for the English version click\u00a0here<\/a><\/p>\n

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Primele lucruri despre tine le afli, desigur, de la al\u0163ii, dar ele devin at\u00e2t de presante, \u00eenc\u00e2t \u0163i se pare c\u0103 le reiei, dac\u0103 nu tot timpul, oricum \u2013 foarte des. Nu m-a\u015f \u00eencumeta s\u0103 m\u0103 dau drept cyborg, spun\u00e2nd, de pild\u0103, c\u0103 receptarea fugii peste porumbi\u015ftea din preajma Lugojului, sub bombardamente ba anglo-americane, ba nem\u0163e\u015fti, a p\u0103rin\u0163ilor transfer\u00e2ndu-m\u0103 precipitat \u00een bra\u0163e, se datoreaz\u0103 noii mele tenta\u0163ii, aceea de a-mi transforma cartilagiile \u00een memorie; nici n-a\u015f \u015fti s\u0103 precizez dac\u0103, atunci c\u00e2nd m\u0103 duceau cu locomotiva Pacific ca s\u0103 m\u0103 boteze la Iablani\u0163a, s-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat ca un dum-dum s\u0103 penetreze cazanul gros, a\u015fa cum o \u0163inea mor\u0163i\u015f unchiul Nicolae, destul c\u0103 relicva am p\u0103strat-o p\u00e2n\u0103 t\u00e2rziu \u00een cas\u0103, c\u0103ci a avut cineva inspira\u0163ia s-o recupereze ca amintire pentru dup\u0103 r\u0103zboi. \u015ei c\u0103 tot veni vorba de arme \u015fi muni\u0163ie, nici nu vreau s\u0103-mi aduc aminte dac\u0103 am v\u0103zut cu adev\u0103rat pistoletul de dam\u0103 cu care Traian Groz\u0103vescu a fost ucis de so\u0163ia sa, ori totul n-a \u00eensemnat dec\u00e2t un colportaj invers, cl\u0103dit pe inconforturi inverse, ori sunt imagini corupte ale prozei sorintiteliene, cu filme pe care prozatorul b\u0103n\u0103\u0163ean le-a vizionat \u00een exces, uite arma \u00een ap\u0103 (\u00een Mure\u015f?), filmat\u0103 de un scafandru \u00eend\u0103r\u0103tnic, nevr\u00e2nd s\u0103 absolve ce e incert de vinov\u0103\u0163ie.<\/p>\n

Iat\u0103 \u015fi, par\u0163ial senine, secven\u0163e de r\u0103zboi. Ai mei mi-au relatat cum c\u0103 \u015fi pe vremea conflagra\u0163iei, \u00een Lugoj se d\u0103deau spectacole cu My Fair Lady<\/strong> \u015fi cu Stroe \u015fi Vasilache, vorba vine, c\u0103ci primul se afla sub interdic\u0163ie, fiind evreu; a venit la r\u00e2nd al doilea, intrat \u00een dizgra\u0163ia noii st\u0103p\u00e2niri.<\/p>\n

De o vreme, \u00een c\u0103utare de identitate \u015fi de simpatizan\u0163i, ilu\u015ftri lingu\u015fitori se dau urma\u015fi, mai mult sau mai pu\u0163in direc\u0163i, ai celor din localit\u0103\u0163ile unde, du\u015fi de valul unei vagi notoriet\u0103\u0163i, ajung s\u0103 cuv\u00e2nteze. Stupid, dar adev\u0103rat, \u015fi cu toat\u0103 modestia, eu chiar c\u0103 ar trebui s\u0103 m\u0103 dau lugojean, n\u0103scut fiind la c\u00e2\u0163iva pa\u015fi de ora\u015f. Un ora\u015f-obsesie \u00een prima copil\u0103rie, pentru c\u0103 de acolo a\u015fteptam s\u0103 se \u00eentoarc\u0103 mama \u015fi tata pe jos, cu c\u0103ru\u0163a sau cu birja aduc\u00e2nd din acel loc, in pofida s\u0103r\u0103ciei de dup\u0103 r\u0103zboi \u015fi din primii ani de comunism, ceva<\/em> ce nu putea fi compensat nici m\u0103car de incanta\u0163ia str\u0103bunicii, cea care, cu un c\u0103rbune stins sub form\u0103 de cruce \u00eentr-un pahar, \u00eemi ridic\u0103 angoasa prematur\u0103.<\/p>\n

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  de Viorel Marineasa\u00a0[Rom\u00e2nia] for the English version click\u00a0here   Primele lucruri despre tine le afli, desigur, de la al\u0163ii, dar ele devin at\u00e2t de presante, \u00eenc\u00e2t \u0163i se pare c\u0103 le reiei, dac\u0103 nu tot timpul, oricum \u2013 foarte des. Nu m-a\u015f \u00eencumeta s\u0103 m\u0103 dau drept cyborg, spun\u00e2nd, de pild\u0103, c\u0103 receptarea fugii […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[794,393],"tags":[1155,54,836],"class_list":["post-8100","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-egophobia-33","category-prozascurta","tag-egophobia-33","tag-proza-scurta","tag-viorel-marineasa"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p6DakB-26E","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8100","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=8100"}],"version-history":[{"count":9,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8100\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":8363,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8100\/revisions\/8363"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=8100"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=8100"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=8100"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}