{"id":8404,"date":"2012-05-08T23:43:57","date_gmt":"2012-05-08T21:43:57","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=8404"},"modified":"2012-05-13T19:45:44","modified_gmt":"2012-05-13T17:45:44","slug":"poems-by-kenneth-p-gurney","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=8404","title":{"rendered":"Poems by Kenneth P. Gurney"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>Jupiter <\/strong><br \/>\n&nbsp;<br \/>\nLisa believes that we live in god&#8217;s imagination<br \/>\nand that god may be on psychotropic medication<br \/>\nin a ward somewhere in the Austrian alps<br \/>\nand enjoys the view of the snow capped mountains. <!--more--><br \/>\nShe thinks the angels that occasionally visit earth<br \/>\nare manifestations of god&#8217;s desire to do good.<br \/>\nShe thinks the devils that regularly visit earth<br \/>\nare god&#8217;s inherent instinct to play cruel jokes.<br \/>\nLisa believes that black holes are the parts of god&#8217;s brain<br \/>\nthat have rotted and decayed and the neuro-synapses fail.<br \/>\nLisa sleeps in a subway station knowing when the train arrives<br \/>\nit is god&#8217;s subconscious desire to get laid more often.<br \/>\nShe does not like god and bets he lives an unexamined life<br \/>\nand plays with himself in the corner of the day room.<br \/>\nLisa never thinks of god as a she and pooh-poohs those women<br \/>\nwho insist that god is a rape victim tortured by the incident.<br \/>\nShe does not have an answer for what happens<br \/>\nwhen god falls asleep and dreams vanilla ice cream.<br \/>\nLisa throws some spare change into the subway musician&#8217;s<br \/>\nviolin case for good luck, because god calms down when he hears Mozart. <\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<br \/>\n&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>She Loved Him Anyway <\/strong><br \/>\n&nbsp;<br \/>\nSleeping, the lovers did not hear each other snore<br \/>\nor the little moans uttered when in dream.<br \/>\nIt was a shared dream that they, subconsciously, realized<br \/>\nthey had simultaneously. And in the dream<br \/>\ntheir skin did not halt their progress<br \/>\ninto each other&#8217;s interpretation of the world.<br \/>\nTheir ids and egos and super egos intertwined<br \/>\nand matched genes as closely as they match.<br \/>\nIn this shared dream words never formed.<br \/>\nThoughts flowed as pulses of light and with such grace<br \/>\nthat neither identified which thought belonged<br \/>\nto which lover as they seemed to come from the same mind.<br \/>\nThey both had brief thoughts that this ecstasy<br \/>\nmight be an insanity, but together they admitted<br \/>\nit might be heaven or a landscape so like the heaven<br \/>\nthat they both imagined that it would do.<br \/>\nSleeping, the lovers lay intertwined and the rising sun<br \/>\nfailed to wake them as it peered through the window,<br \/>\nbut her dog had had enough of this waiting to go outside<br \/>\nand placed his cold nose on the bed frame<br \/>\nand breathed on her face until the moist breath<br \/>\nbecame the apocalypse of their conjoined world. <\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<br \/>\n&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Commuters<\/strong><br \/>\n&nbsp;<br \/>\nIt is the tired metaphor of a train entering a tunnel<br \/>\nand because it is tired its piston motion slows<br \/>\nand its drive has trouble with the incline<br \/>\nand strains the cylinders.<br \/>\nThis could be a sign that the marriage<br \/>\nof train and tunnel should come to an end.<br \/>\nThis could be a sign that the train<br \/>\ngives the tunnel back to the mountain.<br \/>\nAlthough, the mountain could claim the tunnel<br \/>\nas its own and bury the track at any time.<br \/>\nThere could be a salesman who has a pill<br \/>\nto make the train go faster.<br \/>\nThere could be television commercials<br \/>\ninterrupting every sporting event to speak about the pill.<br \/>\nThere could be a corporation that profits<br \/>\nfrom the sale of the pill that lays new track<br \/>\nand profits again when the invigorated train<br \/>\nfinds new tunnels to enter further along the track.<br \/>\nUp ahead is a station where passengers<br \/>\nwait to board the train<br \/>\nand they know nothing about the pill<br \/>\nor the high speeds that the train takes curves<br \/>\nor that there are tunnels up ahead<br \/>\nthat the train will enter.<br \/>\nThey just want to get to work on time<br \/>\nand be about their day. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Jupiter &nbsp; Lisa believes that we live in god&#8217;s imagination and that god may be on psychotropic medication in a ward somewhere in the Austrian alps and enjoys the view of the snow capped mountains.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[817,77],"tags":[1157,1123,867],"class_list":["post-8404","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-egophobia-34","category-english","tag-egophobia-34","tag-english","tag-kenneth-p-gurney"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p6DakB-2by","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8404","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=8404"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8404\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":8405,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8404\/revisions\/8405"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=8404"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=8404"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=8404"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}