{"id":8523,"date":"2012-05-24T08:01:57","date_gmt":"2012-05-24T06:01:57","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=8523"},"modified":"2012-05-22T21:03:40","modified_gmt":"2012-05-22T19:03:40","slug":"frica","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=8523","title":{"rendered":"Frica"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>[fragment de roman]<\/strong><\/p>\n<p align=right>de Alexandru Ioan Despina<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=justify>\nDe dup\u0103 gardul scund, din tabl\u0103 inoxidabil\u0103, m\u00e2ncat \u00eens\u0103 din loc \u00een loc de rugin\u0103, ce separa de c\u00e2mp rampa, Teofil ie\u015fi \u00een grab\u0103 \u015fi \u00eempiedic\u00e2ndu-se de o sticl\u0103 goal\u0103 de bere se pr\u0103bu\u015fi pe cimentul cojit, plin de praf \u015fi pietricele, apoi se ridic\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103-\u015fi mai \u015ftearg\u0103 s\u00e2ngele ce-i curgea \u00een firicele firave dintr-un col\u0163 al gurii \u015fi f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 bage de seam\u0103 gleznele \u015fi genunchii juli\u0163i o lu\u0103 la s\u0103n\u0103toasa prin fundul gr\u0103dinilor, printre ciulinii, urzicile \u015fi m\u0103r\u0103cinii ce-i zg\u00e2riau gambele \u015fi coapsele \u015fi ie\u015find pe l\u00e2ng\u0103 alimentar\u0103 travers\u0103 \u00een grab\u0103 strada, apoi trecu  liniile de cale ferat\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 se uite \u00een dreapta sau \u00een st\u00e2nga, \u015fi nu se opri dec\u00e2t \u00een momentul \u00een care p\u0103trunse \u00een lizier\u0103 \u015fi ajunse l\u00e2ng\u0103 groapa de motorin\u0103 s\u0103pat\u0103 de fra\u0163ii s\u0103i mai mari cu vreo doi ani \u00een urm\u0103. Se \u00eendoi din mijloc \u015fi \u0163in\u00e2ndu-se cu m\u00e2inile de \u015fale \u00eencepu s\u0103 respire cu greutate, iar unul dintre cei trei copii care st\u0103teau ascun\u015fi \u00een spatele unui morman de p\u0103m\u00e2nt s\u0103ri \u00een picioare \u015fi venind spre el \u00eel apuc\u0103 de umeri, iar dup\u0103 ce \u00eel a\u015fez\u0103 cu fundul pe un ciot plin de cercuri concentrice \u00eel \u00eentreb\u0103 cu o voce spart\u0103, str\u0103duindu-se cu tot dinadinsul s\u0103 z\u00e2mbeasc\u0103: <!--more--><br \/>\n\u2013 De data asta ce \u0163i-au mai dat s\u0103 m\u0103n\u00e2nci? Sticl\u0103 pisat\u0103?<br \/>\n\u2013 Nu, chiorule, care e\u015fti tu chior \u015fi care m-ai pus s\u0103 m\u0103 iau dup\u0103 \u0103\u015ftia ca s\u0103 m\u0103 prind\u0103 \u015fi s\u0103 m\u0103 omoare \u00een b\u0103taie, \u00eei r\u0103spunse Teofil \u00eentinz\u00e2ndu-\u015fi cu dosul palmei st\u00e2ngi s\u00e2ngele de pe b\u0103rbie pe toat\u0103 fa\u0163a \u015fi c\u0103znindu-se s\u0103-\u015fi trag\u0103 sufletul, inspir\u00e2nd cu putere aer \u00een pl\u0103m\u00e2nii s\u0103i atrofia\u0163i \u015fi expir\u00e2ndu-l apoi zgomotos, nu mi-au mai dat de m\u00e2ncare \u015fi asta pentru c\u0103 nu mai erau \u00een gr\u0103din\u0103 s\u0103 fumeze, vorbi el \u015fuier\u00e2nd cuvintele prin strung\u0103rea\u0163a dintre din\u0163ii din fa\u0163\u0103 \u015fi prin spa\u0163iul gol din locul \u00een care ar fi trebuit s\u0103 fie incisivii laterali ai mandibulei, erau pe c\u00e2mp, dincolo de \u0163evi, i-am v\u0103zut cum  alergau unu&#8217; dup\u0103 altu&#8217; c\u0103r\u00e2nd ni\u015fte plase de rafie bombate \u00eentr-o parte \u015fi a\u015fa de grele \u00eenc\u00e2t de abia puteau s\u0103 le duc\u0103, da&#8217; nu \u015ftiu ce aveau \u00een ele c\u0103 au luat-o prin lanul de porumb spre casa lu&#8217; Bejan \u015fi numa&#8217; unu&#8217; din ei a r\u0103mas \u00een urm\u0103, cred c\u0103 era Petre, da&#8217; n-am apucat s\u0103-l v\u0103d prea bine pentru c\u0103 nu mai mergea ca tot omu&#8217; \u00een picioare, ci s\u0103lta a\u015fa, ca vrabia, cred c\u0103 \u00eei intrase o \u015fipc\u0103 \u00een talp\u0103, sau ceva, nu \u015ftiu, c\u0103 atunci c\u00e2nd am vrut s\u0103 m\u0103 iau dup\u0103 el un militar a ap\u0103rut pe gardul combinatului \u015fi a strigat stai s\u0103 trag, iar eu nu \u015ftiam la cine strig\u0103 ca disperatu&#8217;, da&#8217; c\u00e2nd m-am uitat la el mi-am dat seama c\u0103 n-are cum s\u0103 trag\u0103 pentru c\u0103 avea am\u00e2ndou\u0103 m\u00e2inile pe s\u00e2rma ghimpat\u0103, sau putea s\u0103 trag\u0103 dac\u0103 mai avea vreo m\u00e2n\u0103 liber\u0103, da&#8217; eu p\u00e2n\u0103 acum n-am mai v\u0103zut oameni cu trei m\u00e2ini a\u015fa c\u0103 nu m-am g\u00e2ndit atunci-\u015fa c\u0103 o s\u0103 trag\u0103, dar c\u00e2nd \u015fi-a luat m\u00e2inile de acolo \u015fi a c\u0103zut pe partea ailalt\u0103 mi-am zis c\u0103 ar putea, \u00eens\u0103 c\u0103 n-o s-o fac\u0103  pentru c\u0103 n-avea cum s\u0103 m\u0103 vad\u0103 de acolo de unde era, asta doar dac\u0103 nu exist\u0103 oameni care s\u0103 vad\u0103 prin beton, iar p\u00e2n\u0103 acum eu n-am mai v\u0103zut oameni care s\u0103 vad\u0103 prin beton, a\u015fa c\u0103 n-am crezut nici de data asta c\u0103 o s\u0103 trag\u0103, de\u015fi striga \u00een continuare, doar c\u0103 mai \u00eenfundat, de parc\u0103 s-ar fi aflat la cine \u015ftie ce dep\u0103rtare, dar era tot acolo, \u015ftiam c\u0103 era tot acolo \u015fi c\u0103 ar fi trebuit s\u0103 se ca\u0163ere \u00eenapoi pe gard ca s\u0103 m\u0103 vad\u0103 \u015fi s\u0103 trag\u0103, doar c\u0103 dup\u0103 ce se c\u0103\u0163\u0103ra avea s\u0103 fie iar ca la \u00eenceput, adic\u0103 cu m\u00e2inile pe s\u00e2rma ghimpat\u0103 \u015fi n-ar mai fi putut s\u0103 trag\u0103, asta doar dac\u0103 mai avea o m\u00e2n\u0103, dar eu n-am mai v\u0103zut oameni cu trei m\u00e2ini&#8230;<br \/>\n\u2013 Am \u00een\u0163eles, boule, de prima dat\u0103 c\u0103 n-avea cum, c\u0103 doar nu era extraterestru ca tine, pe lumea asta doar tu e\u015fti extraterestru, a\u015fa c\u0103 zi-ne ce s-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat \u00een continuare dac\u0103 nu vrei s\u0103 te arunc\u0103m \u00een groap\u0103 \u015fi s\u0103 te l\u0103s\u0103m acolo toat\u0103 noaptea, s\u0103 vezi \u015fi tu cum e s\u0103 stai toat\u0103 noaptea acolo, s\u0103 \u0163\u00e2r\u00e2ie greierii, s\u0103 urle la tine copacii, iar r\u0103d\u0103cinile salc\u00e2mului s\u0103 se prefac\u0103 \u00een bra\u0163e, s\u0103 se \u00eencol\u0103ceasc\u0103 dup\u0103 grumazul t\u0103u \u015fi s\u0103 te g\u00e2tuie, \u00eel \u00eentrerupse N\u0103u, \u00eenghiontindu-l cu un b\u0103\u0163 noduros \u015fi frec\u00e2ndu-\u015fi m\u00e2na st\u00e2ng\u0103 de picior, c\u0103znindu-se s\u0103 m\u0103tr\u0103\u015feasc\u0103 din lumea asta un \u0163\u00e2n\u0163ar de balt\u0103 ce-i d\u0103dea t\u00e2rcoale.<br \/>\n\u2013 Nu vreau \u00een groap\u0103, Timoteie, dac\u0103 \u00eel la\u015fi s\u0103 m\u0103 bage \u00een groap\u0103 te spun lu&#8217; tata s\u0103 te bat\u0103 cu cureaua aia de \u015fi-a cump\u0103rat-o s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2na trecut\u0103, aia cu \u0163inte, \u015ftii ce doare Timoteie, doar una \u00ee\u0163i d\u0103 \u015fi te t\u0103v\u0103le\u015fti toat\u0103 ziua prin curtea blocului \u015fi \u0163ipi de durere \u015fi nimeni nu te o s\u0103 te ajute, doar g\u0103inile or s\u0103 vin\u0103 se te ciuguleasc\u0103, cum m-au ciugulit pe mine aici-\u015fa.<br \/>\n\u2013 Nu te bag\u0103 nimeni \u00een groap\u0103, fricosule, dar dac\u0103-mi mai zici Chior s\u0103 m\u0103 calce trenul dac\u0103-\u0163i mai iau vreodat\u0103 partea.<br \/>\n\u2013 Nu-\u0163i mai zic, gata, uite m\u0103 jur pe ce-am mai scump dac\u0103-\u0163i mai zic, am glumit \u015fi eu, m\u0103i Chiorule, stai a\u015fa, nu d\u0103dea, c\u0103 am vrut s\u0103 zic Timoteie, nu d\u0103dea c\u0103 am vrut s\u0103 zic Timotei, Timoteie nu mai d\u0103dea, m\u0103 satan\u0103, \u00een mine, c\u0103 vin noaptea \u015fi te tai, \u00eei r\u0103spunse Teofil lovind la \u00eent\u00e2mplare aerul \u015fi strig\u00e2nd ca un apucat.<br \/>\nN\u0103u se ridic\u0103 \u015fi frec\u00e2ndu-se pe tot corpul, tot mai iute, \u00eei zise s\u0103 \u00eenceteze sau dac\u0103 vrea s\u0103-l bat\u0103 s\u0103-l bat\u0103 dup\u0103 ce Teofil avea s\u0103 le spun\u0103 ce se \u00eent\u00e2mplase, iar Budoc se ridic\u0103 \u015fi el de pe movil\u0103 \u015fi \u015fterg\u00e2ndu-\u015fi p\u0103m\u00e2ntul ce i se lipise de buzunarele pantalonilor scur\u0163i, \u00eel lu\u0103 pe Timotei de m\u00e2n\u0103 \u015fi-l \u00eempinse \u00eentr-o parte.<br \/>\n\u2013 Las\u0103-l Chiorule \u00een pace! Ce are dac\u0103 \u00ee\u0163i zice \u015fi el chior? C\u0103 toat\u0103 lumea \u00ee\u0163i zice a\u015fa, iar pe \u0103\u015ftia care \u00ee\u0163i zic a\u015fa nu te mai superi pentru c\u0103 \u015ftii \u015fi tu c\u0103 e adev\u0103rat, adic\u0103 nici nu e nevoie s\u0103 \u015ftii ca s\u0103 fie, pentru c\u0103 se vede, to\u0163i vedem, numai tu nu vezi \u015fi asta pentru c\u0103 e\u015fti chior \u015fi n-ai cum s\u0103 vezi la fel de bine ca noi \u0103\u015ftialal\u0163i. Spune-ne Teofile ce s-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat \u015fi las\u0103-l naibii pe militar \u00een pace c\u0103 doar nu te-a \u00eempu\u015fcat, c\u0103 dac\u0103 te \u00eempu\u015fca auzeam \u015fi noi, c\u0103 doar nu eram at\u00e2t de departe.<br \/>\n\u2013 Nu m-a \u00eempu\u015fcat c\u0103 n-avea cum, \u0163i-am zis c\u0103 n-avea cum, \u00eens\u0103 m-a speriat a\u015fa de r\u0103u c\u0103 am stat vreun minut s\u0103 m\u0103 g\u00e2ndesc dac\u0103 o s\u0103 trag\u0103 sau nu \u015fi c\u00e2nd mi-am dat seama c\u0103 nu am luat-o la fug\u0103 dup\u0103 \u0103la de credeam c\u0103-i Petric\u0103, da&#8217; nu era, era Florin, iar c\u00e2nd au ajuns \u00een Valea Piticului i-am v\u0103zut cum arunc\u0103 plasele \u00een cazemat\u0103, apoi o iau la fug\u0103 spre linii, dar c\u00e2nd au ajuns la strad\u0103 s-au oprit \u015fi au \u00eenceput s\u0103 fluiere \u015fi s\u0103 mearg\u0103 cu m\u00e2inile prin buzunare, iar eu m-am luat dup\u0103 ei prin porumb, ca s\u0103 nu m\u0103 vad\u0103 \u015fi s\u0103 m\u0103 bat\u0103 \u015fi s\u0103 m\u0103 pun\u0103 s\u0103 m\u0103n\u00e2nc \u0163\u0103r\u00e2n\u0103 ori viorele, c\u0103 mie nu-mi place nici \u0163\u0103r\u00e2na \u015fi nici viorelele, adic\u0103 viorelele \u00eemi plac c\u0103 sunt albastre, dar nu cred c\u0103 sunt bune de m\u00e2ncare, adic\u0103 ori fi ele bune de m\u00e2ncare, da&#8217; au un gust de&#8230;<br \/>\n\u2013 Teofile nu mai pot, s\u0103 \u00eennebunesc dac\u0103 mai pot, las\u0103-m\u0103 naibii cu viorelele tale \u015fi poveste\u015fte ce s-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat, \u00eel \u00eentrerupse N\u0103u pentru a doua oar\u0103, continu\u00e2nd s\u0103 se scarpine pe tot corpul \u015fi s\u0103-\u015fi dea palme \u00een speran\u0163a c\u0103 va reu\u015fi s\u0103 omoare \u0163\u00e2n\u0163arul ce-i d\u0103dea t\u00e2rcoale.<br \/>\n\u2013 Gata, \u00ee\u0163i zic, uite acum \u00ee\u0163i zic, numai nu m\u0103 arunca \u00een groap\u0103.<br \/>\n\u2013 Zi mai repede, \u00eel sf\u0103tui N\u0103u, zbor\u015findu-se \u015fi scuip\u00e2nd fioros cuvintele printre din\u0163i, c\u0103 m\u0103 m\u0103n\u00e2nc\u0103 \u0163\u00e2n\u0163arii, m\u0103, tu nu-i vezi cum m\u0103 m\u0103n\u00e2nc\u0103?<br \/>\n\u2013 Nu, \u00eei r\u0103spunse Teofil senin, uit\u00e2ndu-se cu aten\u0163ie s\u0103 vad\u0103 despre ce \u0163\u00e2n\u0163ari e vorba.<br \/>\n\u2013 Aoleu, Doamne, zi mai repede ce s-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat ca s\u0103 plec\u0103m o dat\u0103 de aici, c\u0103 nu mai pot. S\u0103 fac spume dac\u0103 mai pot.<br \/>\n\u2013 P\u0103i voiam s\u0103-\u0163i zic, da&#8217; tu m-ai \u00eentrebat de \u0163\u00e2n\u0163ari \u015fi eu \u0163i-am r\u0103spuns care \u0163\u00e2n\u0163ari \u015fi stai a\u015fa, nu d\u0103dea, c\u0103 acum \u00ee\u0163i zic, tot ce vrei \u00ee\u0163i zic, numai nu d\u0103dea \u00een mine c\u0103 m\u0103 doare pielea de la porumb \u015fi m\u0103r\u0103cini, uite numai zg\u00e2rieturi sunt pe mine, c\u0103 a trebuit s\u0103 m\u0103 ascund tot timpul ca s\u0103 nu m\u0103 vad\u0103, dar c\u00e2nd au trecut de c\u0103su\u0163\u0103 \u015fi s-au oprit am crezut c\u0103 \u0103sta sunt, dar pe urm\u0103 a ap\u0103rut un om l\u00e2ng\u0103 ei, chiar acolo-\u015fa, l\u00e2ng\u0103 ei \u015fi eu nu \u015ftiam de unde venise, dar c\u00e2nd m-am apropiat am v\u0103zut c\u0103 \u00eenaintea lor era o ma\u015fin\u0103 alb\u0103 pe care n-o v\u0103zusem de porumb \u015fi omu&#8217; din aia venise, apoi a mai cobor\u00e2t unul \u015fi \u00eenc\u0103 unul \u015fi \u00eenc\u0103 unul \u015fi i-au luat cu ei \u015fi i-au dus pe bordur\u0103 l\u00e2ng\u0103 combinat, iar dup\u0103 ce au plecat unu&#8217; dintre ei a r\u0103mas \u00een urm\u0103 \u015fi dup\u0103 ce a mers pu\u0163in a zis ia uit\u0103-l-\u0103i b\u0103i pe \u0103la \u00een porumb, da&#8217; nu \u015ftiu cui i-a zis c\u0103 nu mai era nimeni \u015fi c\u00e2nd a s\u0103rit peste \u015fan\u0163  am rupt-o la fug\u0103 s\u0103 nu m\u0103 prind\u0103, c\u0103 dac\u0103 m\u0103 prindea m\u0103 d\u0103dea la militar s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eempu\u015fte sau m\u0103 spunea \u0103stora \u015fi \u0103\u015ftia m\u0103 puneau s\u0103 m\u0103n\u00e2nc iar viorele \u015fi \u015fti\u0163i \u015fi voi c\u0103 nu-mi plac viorelele, dar dac\u0103 iar v\u0103 spun c\u0103 nu-mi plac iar v\u0103 sup\u0103ra\u0163i \u015fi vre\u0163i s\u0103 da\u0163i cu pumnii \u00een mine, de\u015fi v-am zis c\u0103 m\u0103 doare pielea.<br \/>\n\u2013 Ce-i facem acum, \u00eentreb\u0103 Timotei adres\u00e2ndu-se celor doi.<br \/>\n\u2013 A f\u0103cut tot ce i-am zis s\u0103 fac\u0103, dar nu putem s\u0103-l lu\u0103m cu noi c\u0103 e prea mic \u015fi o s\u0103-l prind\u0103 imediat, a\u015fa c\u0103 mai bine \u00eel leg\u0103m de un copac sau \u00eel b\u0103g\u0103m \u00een groap\u0103 \u015fi-l scoatem de acolo c\u00e2nd ne \u00eentoarcem.<br \/>\n\u2013 Nu \u00een groap\u0103, c\u0103 se fac r\u0103d\u0103cinile m\u00e2ini \u015fi m\u0103 prind de g\u00e2t, v\u0103 rog eu mult de tot, nu \u00een groap\u0103, uite mai bine aici, de copac, m\u0103 leg singur, singur m\u0103 leg, serios, da\u0163i-mi o sfoar\u0103 s\u0103 vede\u0163i cum m\u0103 leg singur de copac, numa&#8217; v\u0103 rog eu mult de tot nu \u00een groap\u0103.<br \/>\n\u2013 N-avem sfoar\u0103, Teofile, a\u015fa c\u0103 trebuie s\u0103 te b\u0103g\u0103m \u00een groap\u0103. Doar o or\u0103 at\u00e2ta, nu mai mult, o or\u0103 \u015fi ne \u00eentoarcem dup\u0103 tine.<br \/>\n\u2013 Arunca\u0163i-l odat\u0103 \u015fi haide s\u0103 lu\u0103m bidoanele alea de benzin\u0103 \u00eenainte ca boii \u0103ia s\u0103 dea pe goarn\u0103 unde le-au ascuns, le zise N\u0103u \u015fi \u00eencepu s\u0103-l \u00eembr\u00e2nceasc\u0103 pe Teofil.<br \/>\n\u2013 Nu \u00een groap\u0103, url\u0103 acesta izbucnind \u00een pl\u00e2ns, c\u0103 m\u0103 prind r\u0103d\u0103cinile&#8230; Nu-i l\u0103sa s\u0103 m\u0103 bage \u00een groap\u0103.<br \/>\n\u2013 Las\u0103-l pe Iosif \u00een pace, Teofile, c\u0103 nu-i aici s\u0103 te ajute, \u00eei r\u0103spunse Timotei scuip\u00e2ndu-l, iar Budoc se aplec\u0103 pe marginea gropii \u015fi-i zise pe-o voce potolit\u0103:<br \/>\n \u2013 Nu mai pl\u00e2nge m\u0103i Teofile, c\u0103 nu or s\u0103 se transforme r\u0103d\u0103cinile, doar noaptea se transform\u0103.<br \/>\n\u2013 Nu m\u0103 min\u0163i? \u00cel \u00eentreb\u0103 Teofil \u00eencerc\u00e2nd s\u0103 se opreasc\u0103 din pl\u00e2ns \u015fi \u015fterg\u00e2ndu-\u015fi cu podul palmei lacrimile ce-\u015fi croiser\u0103 drum prin s\u00e2ngele ce \u00eencepuse s\u0103 i se \u00eenchege pe fa\u0163\u0103.<br \/>\n\u2013 S\u0103 mor eu dac\u0103 te mint. Ia zi, ai mai v\u0103zut tu r\u0103d\u0103cini care s\u0103 devin\u0103 m\u00e2ini ziua?<br \/>\n\u2013 Nu, \u00eei r\u0103spunse Teofil suspin\u00e2nd, n-am mai v\u0103zut.<br \/>\n\u2013 \u015ei atunci nu \u00eenseamn\u0103 asta c\u0103 nu exist\u0103 r\u0103d\u0103cini care s\u0103 se transforme ziua?<br \/>\n\u2013 Ba da, \u00eei zise Teofil suspin\u00e2nd, apoi mai d\u0103du s\u0103 spun\u0103 ceva, \u00eens\u0103 chiar \u00een momentul acela N\u0103u a \u00eenceput s\u0103 vorbeasc\u0103 \u015fi s\u0103 se \u00eendrepte spre liniile de cale ferat\u0103:<br \/>\n\u2013 Haide s\u0103 mergem o dat\u0103, zise el, iar Budoc \u015fi Timotei pornir\u0103 \u00een urma lui \u015fi-l ajunser\u0103 din urm\u0103 chiar \u00een momentul \u00een care N\u0103u trecea peste movilele cu minereuri, \u0163ii minte movilele alea de l\u00e2ng\u0103 cais, \u0163ii minte Teofile,  iar Budoc l-a luat pe N\u0103u de m\u00e2n\u0103 \u015fi oprindu-l i-a spus:<br \/>\n\u2013 Hai mai bine pe la trecere, c\u0103 s-ar putea s\u0103 mai fie \u00eenc\u0103 pe acolo cu ma\u015fina, \u015fi f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103-i  mai a\u015ftepte r\u0103spunsul o lu\u0103 pe potec\u0103, apoi trecur\u0103 tustrei pe grinzile de lemn a\u015fezate deasupra traverselor, uit\u00e2ndu-se tot timpul cu spaim\u0103 dup\u0103 o ma\u015fin\u0103 alb\u0103 \u015fi ie\u015fir\u0103 \u00een fa\u0163a casei picherului, pe care o ocolir\u0103, intr\u00e2nd \u00een Valea Piticului \u015fi pierz\u00e2ndu-se printre frunzele \u00eenalte \u015fi late de brusture \u015fi tulpinile albe de soc, iar c\u00e2nd ajunser\u0103 \u00een dreptul zarz\u0103rilor \u00een\u015fira\u0163i pe pov\u00e2rni\u015ful din spatele gr\u0103dinii lui Bejan se \u00eendreptar\u0103 spre nailoanele \u015fi tablele ag\u0103\u0163ate de crengile pline de \u0163epi. Pe p\u0103m\u00e2ntul b\u0103tucit z\u0103ceau c\u00e2teva c\u00e2rpe \u015fi mai multe buc\u0103\u0163i ciop\u00e2r\u0163ite de mochet\u0103, \u00eenc\u0103 umede de la ploaia ce c\u0103zuse \u00een urm\u0103 cu trei zile. N\u0103u se aplec\u0103 \u015fi \u00eenaint\u0103 cu m\u00e2inile \u00eempreunate deasupra ochilor, pe frunte, iar dup\u0103 ce reu\u015fi s\u0103 r\u0103zbat\u0103 prin h\u0103\u0163i\u015ful ce-l \u00eempresura \u00eencepu s\u0103 scotoceasc\u0103 prin plasele de rafie, sco\u0163\u00e2nd la iveal\u0103 mai multe bidoane din plastic pline ochi cu benzin\u0103.<br \/>\n \u2013 Ce zici s\u0103 facem cu ele? \u00cel \u00eentreb\u0103 el pe Budoc.<br \/>\n\u2013 Lu\u0103m c\u00e2te dou\u0103 din fiecare plas\u0103 \u015fi mergem s\u0103 le \u00eengrop\u0103m \u00een Groapa de Viol, \u00eei r\u0103spunse acesta num\u0103r\u00e2ndu-le \u00een \u015foapt\u0103, apoi a\u015ftept\u0103m s\u0103 vedem cum o s\u0103 ias\u0103 totul. Nu cred c\u0103 or s\u0103-\u015fi dea seama c\u0103 lipsesc \u015fase bidoane, iar dac\u0103 Teofil nu d\u0103 de gol o s\u0103 venim mai pe sear\u0103, ori m\u00e2ine, s\u0103 le lu\u0103m, apoi mergem cu ele \u00een sat, \u00een cap\u0103tul cel\u0103lalt al lui, unde nu ne \u015ftie nimeni, \u015fi le vindem.<br \/>\n\u2013 \u015ei dac\u0103 ne d\u0103 de gol Teofil? \u00cel \u00eentreb\u0103 speriat Timotei, sc\u0103rpin\u00e2ndu-\u015fi cu m\u00e2na dreapt\u0103 m\u00e2na st\u00e2ng\u0103 \u015fi cu degetele m\u00e2inii st\u00e2ngi ciupindu-se pe g\u00e2t. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>[fragment de roman] de Alexandru Ioan Despina &nbsp; De dup\u0103 gardul scund, din tabl\u0103 inoxidabil\u0103, m\u00e2ncat \u00eens\u0103 din loc \u00een loc de rugin\u0103, ce separa de c\u00e2mp rampa, Teofil ie\u015fi \u00een grab\u0103 \u015fi \u00eempiedic\u00e2ndu-se de o sticl\u0103 goal\u0103 de bere se pr\u0103bu\u015fi pe cimentul cojit, plin de praf \u015fi pietricele, apoi se ridic\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103-\u015fi [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[817,15],"tags":[786,1157,1115],"class_list":["post-8523","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-egophobia-34","category-proza","tag-alexandru-ioan-despina","tag-egophobia-34","tag-proza"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/s6DakB-frica","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8523","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=8523"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8523\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":8524,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8523\/revisions\/8524"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=8523"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=8523"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=8523"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}