{"id":8937,"date":"2012-08-01T11:05:02","date_gmt":"2012-08-01T09:05:02","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=8937"},"modified":"2012-08-09T18:39:00","modified_gmt":"2012-08-09T16:39:00","slug":"poeme-de-paul-vinicius","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=8937","title":{"rendered":"Poeme de Paul Vinicius"},"content":{"rendered":"

septembrie \u2013 6.45 a.m.,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

anul tigrului alb \u015fi al<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

sufletului de plut\u0103<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

pauz\u0103 de somn<\/p>\n

la o \u0163igar\u0103<\/p>\n

c\u00e2\u015ftig\u0103toare de timp.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

frig str\u0103in<\/p>\n

\u00eentr-o cas\u0103<\/p>\n

la fel de str\u0103in\u0103.
\n
\n <\/p>\n

o lumin\u0103-mpleticit\u0103<\/p>\n

calic\u0103 \u015fi ur\u00e2t\u0103<\/p>\n

cernut\u0103 prin nori<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

tremurul fricos al frunzelor<\/p>\n

precum o fecioar\u0103<\/p>\n

sub\u0163ire<\/p>\n

\u00eenainte de<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

iar eu \u2013<\/p>\n

ei<\/p>\n

bine<\/p>\n

eu \u2013<\/p>\n

sunt tot mai departe<\/p>\n

dec\u00e2t<\/p>\n

departe<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

de\u015fi<\/p>\n

castanul din fa\u0163a ferestrei<\/p>\n

seam\u0103n\u0103<\/p>\n

din ce \u00een ce mai mult<\/p>\n

cu mine<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

iar triste\u0163ea mea<\/p>\n

(sora mea mai mic\u0103)<\/p>\n

continu\u0103 s\u0103 vorbeasc\u0103<\/p>\n

\u00een somn.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

v\u00e2nd parafin\u0103<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u015fi de-asta \u015fi stau la o mas\u0103<\/p>\n

\u00een dung\u0103<\/p>\n

\u00eentr-o spelunc\u0103 doldora de consumatori<\/p>\n

\u015fi \u015fu\u0163i de buzunare<\/p>\n

(deh! \u2013 circuitul banului \u00een natur\u0103<\/p>\n

nu moare)<\/p>\n

t\u0103ietori de frunz\u0103<\/p>\n

\u015fi ei<\/p>\n

de pe la dun\u0103re<\/p>\n

\u015fi p\u00e2n\u2019 la marea cea smoal\u0103<\/p>\n

poposi\u0163i pe-aici prin cartier<\/p>\n

la copacu\u2019 l\u0103udat din capital\u0103<\/p>\n

cu probleme care de care mai grave<\/p>\n

dar care vor deveni<\/p>\n

\u00eencet-\u00eencet<\/p>\n

pahar dup\u0103 pahar<\/p>\n

de-a dreptul insignifiante<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

pe c\u00e2nd parafina<\/p>\n

oricum vorbe\u015fte<\/p>\n

vreo \u015fapte limbi \u015fi jum\u0103tate<\/p>\n

de larg\u0103 circula\u0163ie<\/p>\n

pe \u00een\u0163elesul tuturor<\/p>\n

\u015fi<\/p>\n

mai ales<\/p>\n

pe \u015fi mai\u00een\u0163elesul lor<\/p>\n

atunci c\u00e2nd nevestele<\/p>\n

de\u015fi foarte vesele<\/p>\n

li se vor \u00eengriji de negru<\/p>\n

\u015fi vor cump\u0103ra lum\u00e2n\u0103ri.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

v\u00e2nd parafin\u0103 \u015fi beau tot ce c\u00e2\u015ftig \u2013 s\u0103 fie oare<\/p>\n

un tic verbal<\/p>\n

acesta? <\/em>\u2013 v\u00e2nd parafin\u0103 \u015fi-mi zic<\/p>\n

c\u0103 nicic\u00e2nd toamna nu fu mai frumoas\u0103 <\/em><\/p>\n

sufletului nostru bucuros<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi b\u0103utor de toate;<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

v\u00e2nd parafin\u0103<\/p>\n

\u015fi m\u0103 simt \u00eemplinit<\/p>\n

asemeni lui vlad cel \u0163epe\u015f<\/p>\n

ascu\u0163ind-o pe cea de-a doi\u015fpea<\/p>\n

f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103-l fi cunoscut m\u0103car<\/p>\n

pe helmut britz.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

v\u00e2nd eu parafin\u0103<\/p>\n

dar deja s-a f\u0103cut<\/p>\n

griul de diminea\u0163\u0103;<\/p>\n

du-m\u0103 la depou tramvai<\/p>\n

\u015fi ascunde-m\u0103<\/p>\n

de lumin\u0103.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

doamna sticl\u0103<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

conu\u2019 p\u0103h\u0103ru\u0163 <\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u015fi subsemnatu\u2019<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

egzakt a\u015fa s-au \u015fi petrecut lucrurile<\/p>\n

dom\u2019 plotonier:<\/p>\n

era o zi dintr-acelea<\/p>\n

\u00een care te-ai putea sp\u00e2nzura lini\u015ftit (vreau s\u0103 zic<\/p>\n

soare ceac\u00e2r<\/p>\n

o lumin\u0103 buboas\u0103 \u015fifonat\u0103 g\u0103lbejit\u0103<\/p>\n

\u2013 care ar fi putut fi<\/p>\n

la o adic\u0103<\/p>\n

la fel de bine<\/p>\n

con\u015ftiin\u0163a noastr\u0103 colectiv\u0103 \u2013<\/p>\n

peste care o turm\u0103 de nori negri<\/p>\n

din care tot \u0163\u00e2r\u00e2ia \u015fi \u0163\u00e2r\u00e2ia<\/p>\n

o blenoragie moc\u0103neasc\u0103)<\/p>\n

plus<\/p>\n

peste toate am\u0103nuntele astea cu din\u0163i<\/p>\n

(a premoni\u0163ie)<\/p>\n

sutienu\u2019 preopinentei<\/p>\n

uitat \u2013 din grab\u0103 \u2013<\/p>\n

\u015fi plutind<\/p>\n

precum o leb\u0103d\u0103 trist\u0103<\/p>\n

\u00een apa lacustr\u0103 din cad\u0103.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u015fi<\/p>\n

(cum \u015fi normal era)<\/p>\n

doamna sticl\u0103 \u2013 fiindc\u0103<\/p>\n

(nu-i a\u015fa?)<\/p>\n

c\u00e2t\u0103 vreme mai are ceva focoase \u00een\u0103untru<\/p>\n

orice biat\u0103 sticl\u0103<\/p>\n

e o adev\u0103rat\u0103 doamn\u0103 \u2013<\/p>\n

deci<\/p>\n

\u015fi ca s\u0103 reiau<\/p>\n

doamna sticl\u0103 se apucase de f\u0103cut curat; adic\u0103:<\/p>\n

aruncase televizorul pe geam<\/p>\n

\u00eei umflase un ochi vecinului de dedesubt<\/p>\n

o b\u0103l\u0103c\u0103rise pe nevast\u0103-sa<\/p>\n

plus c\u00e2teva fapte<\/p>\n

cam negre \u015fi inoportune<\/p>\n

de arme<\/p>\n

de care \u00eens\u0103<\/p>\n

(pe ce-am mai sf\u00e2nt)<\/p>\n

nu prea mai mi-aduc aminte;<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u00een tot timpu\u2019 \u0103sta<\/p>\n

conu\u2019 p\u0103h\u0103ru\u0163<\/p>\n

f\u0103cea ca toate visele rele:<\/p>\n

ba r\u00e2dea<\/p>\n

(plinu\u0163)<\/p>\n

ca apucatu\u2019<\/p>\n

ba gemea<\/p>\n

(golu\u0163-golu\u0163)<\/p>\n

de ziceai c\u0103 acum-acum<\/p>\n

o s\u0103-\u015fi dea duhu\u2019 \u2013<\/p>\n

g\u00e2ndindu-se<\/p>\n

(\u015fi r\u0103zg\u00e2ndindu-se)<\/p>\n

la nemurire.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

fa\u0163\u0103 de toate cele ar\u0103tate<\/p>\n

\u00eemi reafirm pozi\u0163ia de martor \u015fi victim\u0103 totodat\u0103<\/p>\n

a celor \u00eent\u00e2mplate<\/p>\n

\u015fi v\u0103 rog<\/p>\n

(respectuos)<\/p>\n

s\u0103-mi da\u0163i \u015fi mie un carpa\u0163i<\/p>\n

f\u0103r\u0103 filtru<\/p>\n

secera \u015fi ciocanu\u2019<\/p>\n

inclusiv m\u00e2na<\/p>\n

fetei dumneavoastr\u0103<\/p>\n

dup\u0103 care<\/p>\n

fii f\u0103r\u0103 grij\u0103<\/p>\n

m\u0103i<\/p>\n

trenule\u0163ule:<\/p>\n

voi semna.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

madame bovary c\u2019est moi<\/em>.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

c\u0103tre diminea\u0163\u0103 <\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

cu pahar r\u0103sturnat<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

b\u0103nuiesc eu c\u0103 musca<\/p>\n

m\u0103 v\u0103zuse; dar \u015fi eu \u2013 pe ea.<\/p>\n

era o musc\u0103 dintr-acelea verzi<\/p>\n

tupeiste<\/p>\n

care \u015fi-o tot caut\u0103 cu lum\u00e2narea.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

purta breton<\/p>\n

m\u0103 privea sa\u015fiu \u015fi avea<\/p>\n

(probabil)<\/p>\n

o enorm\u0103 secet\u0103 \u00een g\u00e2t<\/p>\n

(comparabil\u0103 cu a mea)\u00a0 \u2013<\/p>\n

dac\u0103 e s\u0103 ne ghid\u0103m<\/p>\n

dup\u0103 consecin\u0163e.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

pe de alt\u0103 parte<\/p>\n

nici nu se putea\u00a0 pune<\/p>\n

problema vreunei camaraderii<\/p>\n

c\u00e2t\u0103 vreme era vorba de<\/p>\n

(totu\u015fi)<\/p>\n

ultimul pahar<\/p>\n

c\u0103ci<\/p>\n

ultimul pahar<\/p>\n

(nu-i a\u015fa?)<\/p>\n

precum \u00eent\u00e2ia nevast\u0103<\/p>\n

nu se \u00eemparte<\/p>\n

niciodat\u0103<\/p>\n

cu nimeni.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

dar<\/p>\n

curvi\u015ftina<\/p>\n

a f\u0103cut<\/p>\n

ce-a f\u0103cut;<\/p>\n

acum st\u0103 sub paharul \u00eentors<\/p>\n

cu susul \u00een jos<\/p>\n

(ca de altfel \u015fi lumea)<\/p>\n

b\u00e2z\u00e2ind f\u0103r\u0103 rost<\/p>\n

precum un messerschmitt avariat.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

lua-v-a\u015f temperaturile-n bot<\/p>\n

fetelor \u2013<\/p>\n

ca s\u0103 vede\u0163i \u015fi voi<\/p>\n

c\u00e2t de pe rom\u00e2ne\u015fte e<\/p>\n

\u015fi c\u00e2t de greu i-a venit<\/p>\n

bietului domn celsius.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

un rai depopulat \u015fi tramvaie de noapte<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

nu c\u0103 a\u015f fi fost pus pe rele<\/p>\n

\u00eens\u0103 cerul se l\u0103sase peste noi ciuruit de stele \u015fi numai<\/p>\n

un m\u0103run\u0163i\u015f de lun\u0103<\/p>\n

(pitic\u0103-pitic\u0103)<\/p>\n

ne mai zorn\u0103ia prin buzunare<\/p>\n

\u00een timp ce frumoasa<\/p>\n

codana<\/p>\n

ochioasa cheln\u0103ri\u0163\u0103<\/p>\n

se d\u0103duse deja<\/p>\n

de trei ori<\/p>\n

peste cap<\/p>\n

devenind de-a dreptul ur\u00e2t\u0103 \u015fi cheal\u0103<\/p>\n

\u015fi mai \u015fi umbla<\/p>\n

oarb\u0103<\/p>\n

printre mese<\/p>\n

ademenindu-ne cu grupa ei sanguin\u0103<\/p>\n

\u015fi cer\u00e2ndu-ne<\/p>\n

imperativ<\/p>\n

s\u0103 ne culc\u0103m cu ea<\/p>\n

\u00een schimbul a ceea ce consumasem.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

partea proast\u0103 nu este c\u0103 nu suntem nemuritori;<\/p>\n

ci c\u0103<\/p>\n

uneori<\/p>\n

din prea mare u\u015fur\u0103tate<\/p>\n

sau tic\u0103lo\u015fie<\/p>\n

(poate)<\/p>\n

sc\u0103p\u0103m<\/p>\n

tot mai des<\/p>\n

c\u00e2te un pahar<\/p>\n

pe jos.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u00eens\u0103 p\u00e2n\u0103 \u015fi dumnezeu ne iart\u0103 risipa<\/p>\n

\u015fi uite cum<\/p>\n

a\u015fa<\/p>\n

\u00een zigzag<\/p>\n

c\u0103tre cas\u0103<\/p>\n

p\u00e2n\u0103 \u015fi tramvaiele ne ocolesc<\/p>\n

iar cheia pare a intra singur\u0103 \u00een broasc\u0103<\/p>\n

de\u015fi lacul e departe<\/p>\n

\u015fi singur<\/p>\n

sub nuferi<\/p>\n

iar somnul<\/p>\n

nici m\u0103car.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u00eentr-o zi<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

neuronii mei s-au str\u00e2ns \u00eemprejurul \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103rii.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

este o \u00eenalt\u0103 fapt\u0103 de arme \u2013<\/p>\n

s-a gr\u0103bit s\u0103 se r\u0103steasc\u0103 unul<\/p>\n

seme\u0163<\/p>\n

precum un bomfaier la vreme de toamn\u0103<\/p>\n

holb\u00e2ndu-se agresiv<\/p>\n

c\u0103tre vreun eventual sparring partener<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

aiurea \u2013<\/p>\n

a decretat un altul \u2013<\/p>\n

nu-i dec\u00e2t un biet peisaj<\/p>\n

un biet peisaj<\/p>\n

dup\u0103 natur\u0103<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

un al \u015faptelea s-a tot sc\u0103rpinat<\/p>\n

plictisit<\/p>\n

\u00een cap<\/p>\n

dup\u0103 care<\/p>\n

s-a re\u00eentors degrab\u0103<\/p>\n

sub \u015fapc\u0103<\/p>\n

\u00eentruc\u00e2t \u00eencepuse s\u0103 plou\u0103<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u00een tot timpul \u0103sta<\/p>\n

celulele trupului meu<\/p>\n

se stingeau<\/p>\n

una c\u00e2te una<\/p>\n

sau chiar mai multe<\/p>\n

deodat\u0103<\/p>\n

asemenea unui ora\u015f care dispare<\/p>\n

cu vitez\u0103<\/p>\n

\u00een urm\u0103<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

l\u0103s\u00e2nd doar mirosul de ploaie.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

septembrie \u2013 6.45 a.m., anul tigrului alb \u015fi al sufletului de plut\u0103 \u00a0 \u00a0 pauz\u0103 de somn la o \u0163igar\u0103 c\u00e2\u015ftig\u0103toare de timp.   frig str\u0103in \u00eentr-o cas\u0103 la fel de str\u0103in\u0103.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[925,13],"tags":[1160,887,1114],"class_list":["post-8937","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-egophobia-35","category-poezie","tag-egophobia-35","tag-paul-vinicius","tag-poezie"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p6DakB-2k9","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8937","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=8937"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8937\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":8939,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8937\/revisions\/8939"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=8937"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=8937"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=8937"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}