{"id":9043,"date":"2012-08-01T15:29:34","date_gmt":"2012-08-01T13:29:34","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=9043"},"modified":"2012-08-11T11:34:22","modified_gmt":"2012-08-11T09:34:22","slug":"amintiri-despre-moarte","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=9043","title":{"rendered":"Amintiri despre moarte"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>[Radu Vancu &#8211; <i>Amintiri pentru tat\u0103l meu<\/i>, Editura Vinea, 2010]<\/strong><\/p>\n<p align=right>de Teodora Gheorghe<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=justify>\n\u00cen <em>Amintiri pentru tat\u0103l meu<\/em>, Radu Vancu ne \u00eeng\u0103duie s\u0103 p\u0103trundem prin versuri dincolo de lacrimile sale, p\u00e2n\u0103 la ziua \u00een care tat\u0103l scriitorului a decis s\u0103 \u00eembr\u0103\u0163i\u015feze moartea. Volumul te r\u0103scole\u015fte, pe m\u0103sur\u0103 ce portretul tat\u0103lui se contureaz\u0103 din fragmente de g\u00e2nduri. Clipa \u00een care fiul \u00ee\u015fi g\u0103se\u015fte p\u0103rintele sp\u00e2nzurat \u0163ese \u00een jurul ei un trist periplu printre amintiri. Sinuciderea este numit\u0103 cu o ironie surd\u0103 \u201cun num\u0103r cu sfoara\u201d. Particip\u0103m la un spectacol acrobatic unde  numai moartea are plas\u0103 de sus\u0163inere.<!--more--><br \/>\n&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=justify>\nAdultul care prive\u015fte prin ochii t\u00e2n\u0103rului \u00eencearc\u0103 s\u0103 mute durerea din trecut \u00een viitor, strecur\u00e2nd-o \u00eentr-un timp inexistent, \u00eens\u0103 descoper\u0103 c\u0103 tat\u0103l i-a l\u0103sat-o deja mo\u015ftenire. Dup\u0103 tragicul episod, el se insinueaz\u0103 tot mai mult \u00een g\u00e2ndurile celui care abia t\u00e2rziu se simte ancorat \u00een realitatea propriei existen\u0163e. Revela\u0163ia noii con\u015ftiin\u0163e de sine este \u00eenso\u0163it\u0103 negre\u015fit de imaginea p\u0103rintelui, estompat\u0103 de un vis semi-lucid. Exist\u0103 \u00een permanen\u0163\u0103 un dans al fic\u0163iunii cu adev\u0103rul.<br \/>\n&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=justify>\n De\u015fi prizonier al viciului, tat\u0103l este \u201czeul cu maioul rupt \u015fi p\u0103tat de s\u00e2nge\u201d. Rachiul \u015fi vodca sunt doar accesorii \u00een tabloul patern, nicidecum instrumente ale autodistrugerii. Fiul nu judec\u0103. Ba mai mult, el vorbe\u015fte cu sinceritatea copilului care iube\u015fte carnea din care s-a ivit.<br \/>\n&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=justify>\nVocea tat\u0103lui se aude uneori; e glasul unui mort-viu ale c\u0103rui vorbe banale cap\u0103t\u0103 un ecou miraculos sub vraja nostalgiei. \u00centr-o anumit\u0103 m\u0103sur\u0103, tat\u0103l este recreat din cuvintele auzite de la al\u0163ii. Frica de uitare este comb\u0103tut\u0103 prin m\u0103rturiile celor vii. Membrii familiei Vancu sunt prezen\u0163e fantomatice \u00een peisajul dramei. B\u0103rbatul se teme ca mo\u015ftenirea sumbr\u0103 a tat\u0103lui s\u0103 nu \u00eei contamineze \u015fi pe ei.<br \/>\nVina este subtil proiectat\u0103 \u00een s\u00e2nul amintirii, f\u0103r\u0103 a se cere \u00eens\u0103 pedepsit\u0103. Copilul se \u00eentreab\u0103 dac\u0103 Dumnezeu, \u201cmarele Disciplinator\u201d, \u00eei va permite s\u0103-\u015fi \u00eent\u00e2lneasc\u0103 tat\u0103l dup\u0103 moarte. Preotul prive\u015fte cu dispre\u0163 p\u0103catul s\u0103v\u00e2r\u015fit de tat\u0103, \u00eens\u0103 c\u0103l\u0103toria sufletului se sustrage oric\u0103rei interpret\u0103ri mistice, pentru c\u0103 tat\u0103l a devenit demult o excre\u015fcen\u0163\u0103 a propriului fiu.<br \/>\n&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=justify>\nNimic nu e l\u0103sat la \u00eent\u00e2mplare \u00een volumul lui Radu Vancu. Fiecare poem este alc\u0103tuit din trei strofe a c\u00e2te \u015fase versuri, suger\u00e2nd un cerc vicios \u015fi o perfec\u0163iune putred\u0103. Trecutul, prezentul \u015fi viitorul sunt dimensiuni ale durerii, tras\u00e2nd drumul de la moarte la contemplarea ei \u015fi \u00eentr-un final la integrarea ei \u00een con\u015ftiin\u0163\u0103.<br \/>\n&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=justify>\n \u00cen lumea lui Vancu, triste\u0163ea are gustul prunelor din cimitir; via\u0163a se chinuie s\u0103 se nasc\u0103 din moarte, iar amintirile fermenteaz\u0103 \u00een carnea timpului. Este o lume care merit\u0103 parcurs\u0103 p\u00e2n\u0103 la ultima pic\u0103tur\u0103 de via\u0163\u0103.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>[Radu Vancu &#8211; Amintiri pentru tat\u0103l meu, Editura Vinea, 2010] de Teodora Gheorghe &nbsp; \u00cen Amintiri pentru tat\u0103l meu, Radu Vancu ne \u00eeng\u0103duie s\u0103 p\u0103trundem prin versuri dincolo de lacrimile sale, p\u00e2n\u0103 la ziua \u00een care tat\u0103l scriitorului a decis s\u0103 \u00eembr\u0103\u0163i\u015feze moartea. Volumul te r\u0103scole\u015fte, pe m\u0103sur\u0103 ce portretul tat\u0103lui se contureaz\u0103 din fragmente [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[925,125],"tags":[1160,1129,941,811],"class_list":["post-9043","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-egophobia-35","category-invitat","tag-egophobia-35","tag-invitat","tag-radu-vancu","tag-teodora-gheorghe"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p6DakB-2lR","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9043","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=9043"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9043\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":9044,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9043\/revisions\/9044"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=9043"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=9043"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=9043"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}