{"id":9049,"date":"2012-08-01T16:00:38","date_gmt":"2012-08-01T14:00:38","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=9049"},"modified":"2012-10-02T19:15:45","modified_gmt":"2012-10-02T17:15:45","slug":"poeme-de-radu-vancu","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=9049","title":{"rendered":"Poeme de Radu Vancu"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>[din volumul <i>Fr\u00e2nghia \u00eenflorit\u0103<\/i>, Casa de Editur\u0103 Max Blecher, 2012]<\/strong><\/p>\n<p align=right><a href=\"http:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=9150\">click <\/a>for the English version<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<br \/>\n&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Ce-\u0163i spune unul dintre mor\u0163ii t\u0103i<\/p>\n<p>cei mai dragi, cel mai iubit dintre mor\u0163i,<\/p>\n<p>c\u00e2nd te las\u0103 inima s\u0103-l visezi\u00a0:<br \/>\n<!--more--><br \/>\n&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u201eNu te speria, e teribil de simplu,<\/p>\n<p>tot ce \u0163i s-a spus \u00een cei \u015fapte ani<\/p>\n<p>de acas\u0103 e adev\u0103rat:<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>oamenii exist\u0103 \u015fi sunt buni.<\/p>\n<p>Sufletele exist\u0103 bine mersi,<\/p>\n<p>culcu\u015fite \u00een straturile c\u0103rnii<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>ca recidivistele \u00een paturi supraetajate,<\/p>\n<p>tandre \u015fi caline homicide.<\/p>\n<p>Iar de r\u0103spuns \u0163i se va r\u0103spunde<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>r\u0103spicat, exact c\u00e2nd spui \u201e\u00eenger<\/p>\n<p>\u00eengerelul meu ce mi te-a dat\u201d aerul<\/p>\n<p>se va cr\u00e2mpo\u0163i, smuls<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>de peste lucruri ca ambalajul lucios<\/p>\n<p>de pe un cadou demult promis,<\/p>\n<p>\u015fi din\u0103untrul aerului va s\u0103ri,<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>cu mi\u015fc\u0103ri profesionale de stripperi\u0163\u0103<\/p>\n<p>\u0163\u00e2\u015fnind din tort, \u00eengerelul.<\/p>\n<p>C\u00e2t o s\u0103-l prive\u015fti gur\u0103 casc\u0103, se va duce<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>hopa suuus, dup\u0103 care va cobor\u00ee<\/p>\n<p>ca un deltaplanist spre tine. At\u00e2ta doar<\/p>\n<p>c\u0103 mai mereu, ca din neb\u0103gare de seam\u0103,<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u00eengerelul aterizeaz\u0103 \u00eentr-o legiune de porci<\/p>\n<p>\u015fi al naibii parc-ar fi de mercur,<\/p>\n<p>a\u015fa intr\u0103 \u015fi se \u00eentinde prin corpurile porce\u015fti.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>N-apuci s\u0103 te minunezi mult, o m\u00e2n\u0103<\/p>\n<p>nev\u0103zut\u0103 \u00ee\u0163i arde gol\u0103ne\u015fte doi dupaci<\/p>\n<p>dup\u0103 ureche, te \u00eentinde pe spate,<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>cu un scalpel nev\u0103zut \u00ee\u0163i deschide<\/p>\n<p>cu\u015fca pieptului, duce apoi<\/p>\n<p>degetele nev\u0103zute pline de s\u00e2nge<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u00eentre buzele nev\u0103zute pline de s\u00e2nge<\/p>\n<p>\u015fi \u015fuier\u0103 cu schepsis de porcar.<\/p>\n<p>Iar porcii se apropie cumva tandru<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>de tine, \u00ee\u015fi aliniaz\u0103 r\u00e2tul<\/p>\n<p>pe laturile trocu\u0163ei de coaste<\/p>\n<p>\u015fi, ferici\u0163i de l\u0103turi proaspete,<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>clef\u0103ie s\u00e2ngele, h\u0103p\u0103ie inima.<\/p>\n<p>Abia atunci, culcat pe spate,<\/p>\n<p>vezi panorama\u0163i pe cer, buluci\u0163i ca porcii,<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>turme de \u00eengerei cu boticurile ro\u015fii-ro\u015fii,<\/p>\n<p>numai incisivi, canini \u015fi molari, r\u00e2z\u00e2nd la tine.<\/p>\n<p>Cum ziceam, s\u0103 nu te sperii: a\u015fa \u00eencepe<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>r\u0103spunsul, \u015fi to\u0163i \u00eel merit\u0103m.<\/p>\n<p>E teribil de simplu, \u00eengerelul r\u00e2z\u00e2nd de dup\u0103 sl\u0103nini<\/p>\n<p>o s\u0103-\u0163i explice cu vremea totul\u201d.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Ce-\u0163i spune unul dintre mor\u0163ii t\u0103i<\/p>\n<p>cei mai dragi, cel mai iubit dintre mor\u0163i,<\/p>\n<p>c\u00e2nd te las\u0103 inima s\u0103-l visezi\u00a0:<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u201eDragule, \u00een ziua aia c\u00e2nd soarele de noiembrie<\/p>\n<p>era c\u0103ldu\u0163 ca un cadavru proasp\u0103t<\/p>\n<p>\u015fi eu \u00ee\u0163i muream \u00een bra\u0163e<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>nu-mi \u00eenchipuiam c\u0103 aici,<\/p>\n<p>unde totu-i \u00eenfrico\u015f\u0103tor de bine,<\/p>\n<p>e un aer tare ca votca, \u00ee\u0163i taie genunchii<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u015fi-\u0163i r\u00e2c\u00e2ie stomacul, \u00eenc\u00e2t te a\u015ftept<\/p>\n<p>cu fiecare zi tot mai zdren\u0163uit,<\/p>\n<p>mai matolit, mai lihnit.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Tu nu te gr\u0103bi, vezi-\u0163i de tr\u0103itul t\u0103u,<\/p>\n<p>eu o duc aici pe picioare<\/p>\n<p>p\u00e2n\u0103 o s\u0103 vii tu \u2013<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>ca ciorba acr\u0103 dup\u0103 be\u0163ia dulce,<\/p>\n<p>ca iaurtul peste ficatul cu steatoz\u0103,<\/p>\n<p>ca glucoza \u00een venele macerate.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Chiar dac\u0103 aerul de aici m\u0103 face cirotic,<\/p>\n<p>nu te gr\u0103bi, de aici n-am unde s\u0103 mai mor.<\/p>\n<p>Cred. A\u015fa c\u0103 tr\u0103ie\u015fte-\u0163i fericirea,<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>o s\u0103 te m\u0103n\u00e2nc din ochi c\u00e2nd o s\u0103 vii,<\/p>\n<p>n-o s\u0103-mi ajungi nici pe o m\u0103sea, ce-i drept,<\/p>\n<p>\u00eens\u0103 o s\u0103 m\u0103 \u0163ii, ca atunci, \u00een bra\u0163e<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>sub soarele c\u0103ldu\u0163 de aici,<\/p>\n<p>\u015fi poate c\u0103 de data asta o s\u0103-mi revin,<\/p>\n<p>\u00eembr\u0103\u0163i\u015farea ta de mort proasp\u0103t<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>o s\u0103-mi p\u0103trund\u0103 ca o injec\u0163ie cu adrenalin\u0103<\/p>\n<p>\u00een inim\u0103. Fii deci viu, fii fericit de via\u0163a ta vie,<\/p>\n<p>oric\u00e2t de ridicol\u0103-i chestia asta.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Aici te treze\u015fti cu obrajii arz\u00e2nd \u015fi creierul<\/p>\n<p>aburind \u00een cr\u0103ticioara craniului ca un cartof fierbinte,<\/p>\n<p>fiert \u00eendelung pentru o mas\u0103 s\u0103rac\u0103.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=justify>[Aici, unde ne tr\u0103im to\u0163i cumplita speran\u0163\u0103 de via\u0163\u0103, nu-i de fapt nimeni. Cei mai vii nu \u015ftiu nimic despre via\u0163\u0103. Cei mai frumo\u015fi n-au v\u0103zut frumuse\u0163ea. Cei mai neferici\u0163i nu \u015ftiu ce-i nefericirea. Inima bate cu fanatismul cu care vr\u0103biu\u0163a continu\u0103 s\u0103 zboare minute bune dup\u0103 ce aripile i s-au aprins din senin.]<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=justify>\n[Ce-i cu adev\u0103rat insuportabil: nu at\u00e2t visul, c\u00e2t trezirea. \u015ei nu at\u00e2t spaima din minutele de dup\u0103, c\u00e2nd respiri dispneic pe \u00eentuneric, \u00eencerc\u00e2nd s\u0103 nu-i treze\u015fti; spaima trece. Greul vine diminea\u0163a, c\u00e2nd micile rutine adorabile refuz\u0103 s\u0103 mai fie rutine \u2013 fiecare lucru\u015for, c\u00e2t de mic, are reverbera\u0163ii barbare. C\u00e2nd desfaci o bave\u0163ic\u0103, de pild\u0103, \u00ee\u0163i dai seama c\u0103 tot a\u015fa ai desf\u0103cut un \u015ftreang. Absolut fiecare gest e hipersemantizat, parc\u0103 \u0163i s-au retezat pleoapele \u015fi vezi, cu un exces de claritate, un exces corespunz\u0103tor de sensuri. Cu fiecare vis, se mai excaveaz\u0103 un strat din lumea de lumin\u0103 &amp; paranoia. Dup\u0103 fiecare vis, universul e oribil de sentimentalizat.]<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Ce-\u0163i spune unul dintre mor\u0163ii t\u0103i<\/p>\n<p>cei mai dragi, cel mai iubit dintre mor\u0163i,<\/p>\n<p>c\u00e2nd te las\u0103 inima s\u0103-l visezi\u00a0:<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u201eDragule, \u00een fiecare diminea\u0163\u0103,<\/p>\n<p>de pe la 4-5, \u00een pieptul meu<\/p>\n<p>un b\u0103tr\u00e2n cu ochii plesni\u0163i<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>cite\u015fte cu degete tremur\u0103toare<\/p>\n<p>ca vocea ta de atunci<\/p>\n<p>poeme despre noi \u00een Braille.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u015ei cum cite\u015fte el, p\u0103m\u00e2ntul se lumineaz\u0103<\/p>\n<p>precum cerul la r\u0103s\u0103rit,<\/p>\n<p>c\u00e2nd se lumineaz\u0103 de tot<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>te v\u0103d aplecat deasupra sicriului,<\/p>\n<p>\u00eemi \u0163ii capul \u00een palme \u015fi strigi,<\/p>\n<p>cu fa\u0163a luminat\u0103 de bucurie, \u201etr\u0103ie\u015fte, tr\u0103ie\u015fte!\u201d,<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>mi-e a\u015fa de drag s\u0103 te privesc,<\/p>\n<p>te ui\u0163i la mine cu ochii plini de speran\u0163\u0103<\/p>\n<p>ai unui animal crescut pentru sacrificiu.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Apoi Dumnezeu \u00ee\u015fi face vizita printre sicrie<\/p>\n<p>cum \u00ee\u015fi face doctorul vizita prin saloane.<\/p>\n<p>\u015ei, \u00een vreme ce tu \u00eemi faci respira\u0163ie artificial\u0103,<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>a\u015ftept\u00e2nd paramedicii, El trece printre morminte<\/p>\n<p>plin de importan\u0163\u0103, \u00eenso\u0163it de arhangheli &amp; serafimi<\/p>\n<p>ca de un ciopor de reziden\u0163i &amp; asistente.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Iar noi, mor\u0163ii, ne t\u00e2nguim din sicrie<\/p>\n<p>precum un c\u00e2rd de bolnavi din patul de suferin\u0163\u0103,<\/p>\n<p>cer\u015find un diagnostic c\u00e2t mai r\u0103sun\u0103tor.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Chiar dac\u0103 reziden\u0163ii &amp; asistentele<\/p>\n<p>ne mai oc\u0103r\u0103sc \u015fi ne reped, El e bun<\/p>\n<p>\u015fi r\u0103bd\u0103tor \u015fi nu se sup\u0103r\u0103.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Are, ca orice doctor, un jur\u0103m\u00e2nt de respectat.<\/p>\n<p>\u015ei, cum se apleac\u0103 peste fiecare dintre noi,<\/p>\n<p>r\u0103suflarea Lui trece prin creierele putrede<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>ca spirtul prin p\u00e2ine, \u00eenvele\u015fte \u00eentr-o carne de aer ciolanele<\/p>\n<p>\u015fi mortu-i o c\u00e2rti\u0163\u0103 flutur\u00e2nd n\u0103uc\u0103 din aripi.<\/p>\n<p>Iar c\u00e2nd paramedicii \u00ee\u0163i spun: \u201ee mort\u201d,<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>aici tocmai r\u0103sare un soare str\u0103lucitor<\/p>\n<p>ca primele cincizeci de vodc\u0103<\/p>\n<p>dup\u0103 o noapte de cumplit\u0103 fericire.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>El trece mai departe, cu cioporul str\u00e2ns<\/p>\n<p>ca un halat str\u0103lucitor \u00een jurul trupului,<\/p>\n<p>aplec\u00e2ndu-se peste fiecare sicriu<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>cum te-ai apleca s\u0103 arunci un bulg\u0103re de \u0163\u0103r\u00e2n\u0103.<\/p>\n<p>C\u00e2nd termin\u0103 vizita e aproape sear\u0103,<\/p>\n<p>bolnavii tac ca dup\u0103 diagnostice nea\u015fteptate<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u015fi se las\u0103 aici lini\u015ftea din camera mea de atunci,<\/p>\n<p>dup\u0103 ce paramedicii ie\u015fiser\u0103 \u015fi tu vegheai<\/p>\n<p>l\u00e2ng\u0103 bietul meu corp. Apoi e vremea viselor\u201d.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Nici nu \u015ftii de c\u00e2nd e\u015fti treaz. P\u00e2ndind<\/p>\n<p>s\u0103 afli pe unde plute\u015fte prin camer\u0103,<\/p>\n<p>b\u0103nuie\u015fti c\u0103 vede cum r\u0103sare<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u00een ochii animalului de sacrificiu<\/p>\n<p>un soare negru ca primele cincizeci de vodc\u0103<\/p>\n<p>dup\u0103 o noapte de cumplit\u0103 fericire.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=justify>[Nu \u00een\u0163elegi cum se poate ca visele astea s\u0103 te fac\u0103 \u00een egal\u0103 m\u0103sur\u0103 de fericit \u015fi nefericit. \u00cens\u0103 fericirea e pentru neferici\u0163i. Fericirea celor ferici\u0163i e mizerie. A\u015fa g\u00e2nde\u015fti, \u015fi \u00ee\u0163i pip\u0103i \u00eentruna inima fericit\u0103, cu delicate\u0163ea unui elefant t\u00e2n\u0103r zdrobindu-\u015fi lini\u015ftit craniul cu trompa.]<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Ce-\u0163i spune unul dintre mor\u0163ii t\u0103i<\/p>\n<p>cei mai dragi, cel mai iubit dintre mor\u0163i,<\/p>\n<p>c\u00e2nd te las\u0103 inima s\u0103-l visezi\u00a0:<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u201eDragule, aici a \u00eenceput deja.<\/p>\n<p>Nu mai poate dura mult<\/p>\n<p>p\u00e2n\u0103 \u00eencepe \u015fi la voi.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Cubule\u0163ele de p\u0103m\u00e2nt sar zi \u015fi noapte<\/p>\n<p>ca dopurile de \u015fampanie<\/p>\n<p>de pe r\u0103posa\u0163ii pe care-i \u00eenvelesc.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Cele acoperite de iarb\u0103 prea uscat\u0103<\/p>\n<p>se aprind \u015fi lumineaz\u0103 ca trasoarele.<\/p>\n<p>Al meu cel pu\u0163in a\u015fa s-a aprins.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Noi, sinuciga\u015fii, ne-am trezit fiecare<\/p>\n<p>a\u015fa cum ne-am f\u0103cut felul.<\/p>\n<p>Unul cu un cu\u0163it \u00een inim\u0103,<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>altul cu glon\u0163ul \u00een creier,<\/p>\n<p>altul cu venele deschise.<\/p>\n<p>\u00cens\u0103 se lucreaz\u0103 din greu la imagine.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Eu am primit acela\u015fi maiou flendurit<\/p>\n<p>\u00een care m-am sp\u00e2nzurat<\/p>\n<p>\u015fi te a\u015ftept tot cu \u015ftreangul la g\u00e2t,<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>dar rafiei i s-a poruncit s\u0103 \u00eenfloreasc\u0103,<\/p>\n<p>iar Dumnezeu picteaz\u0103 fluturi<\/p>\n<p>pe fiecare petal\u0103 din \u015ftreangul de flori,<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>atent de parc\u0103 mi-ar fi<\/p>\n<p>cel mai bun prieten<\/p>\n<p>b\u0103rbierindu-m\u0103 pentru nunt\u0103\u201d.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Aici te treze\u015fti. Cami doarme lini\u015ftit\u0103,<\/p>\n<p>pijamaua cu Tweety se ridic\u0103 \u015fi coboar\u0103 lent,<\/p>\n<p>din p\u0103tu\u0163 se aude motora\u015ful cu muci<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>din n\u0103sucul lui Sebastian.<\/p>\n<p>Ca de obicei, dup\u0103 dezastru<\/p>\n<p>lumea e perfect\u0103.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Ce-\u0163i spune unul dintre mor\u0163ii t\u0103i<\/p>\n<p>cei mai dragi, cel mai iubit dintre mor\u0163i,<\/p>\n<p>c\u00e2nd te las\u0103 inima s\u0103-l visezi\u00a0:<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u201eDragule, nu e zi s\u0103 nu apar\u0103<\/p>\n<p>c\u00e2te unul despre care vezi imediat<\/p>\n<p>c\u0103-i cam n\u0103uc, ajuns pe aici<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>ca un refugiat h\u0103rt\u0103nit de c\u00e2ini<\/p>\n<p>&amp; zdren\u0163uit de bocancii gr\u0103nicerilor<\/p>\n<p>&amp; iluminat. Un tip care s-a repezit la moarte<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>la fel cum un c\u00e2ine h\u0103mesit se repede<\/p>\n<p>la bo\u0163ul din m\u00e2na hingherului.<\/p>\n<p>Devastat \u015fi totu\u015fi plin de speran\u0163\u0103,<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>un copil a\u015ftept\u00e2nd \u00een fiecare zi<\/p>\n<p>s\u0103 vad\u0103 dragoste \u00een ochii abuzatorului.<\/p>\n<p>\u00cel \u00een\u0163eleg ca pe un frate.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Dragoste a\u015fteptam \u015fi eu, pentru c\u0103<\/p>\n<p>plin\u0103 de dragoste mi s-a str\u00e2ns sfoara de rafie<\/p>\n<p>\u00een jurul g\u00e2tului p\u00e2n\u0103 s-a resorbit sub piele,<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>plini de dragoste au bufnit bulg\u0103rii de p\u0103m\u00e2nt<\/p>\n<p>deasupra mea, plin\u0103 de dragoste \u015fi-a f\u0103cut<\/p>\n<p>musca de sicriu treaba. Am primit \u00eens\u0103 numai<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>lini\u015fte &amp; \u00eemp\u0103care, turnate peste oase &amp; lemn\u0103rie<\/p>\n<p>ca parfumul de nard din vasul de alabastru<\/p>\n<p>peste pletele triste. \u015ei abia a\u015fa am \u00een\u0163eles<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>c\u0103 dragostea e sfoara de rafie, dragostea<\/p>\n<p>e bo\u0163ul din m\u00e2na hingherului,<\/p>\n<p>dragostea e v\u00e2n\u0103t\u0103ile de sub ochii<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>plini de speran\u0163\u0103 ai copilului. \u015ei poate c\u0103<\/p>\n<p>dragoste e numai spaima cu care-l privesc<\/p>\n<p>pe fiecare refugiat h\u0103rt\u0103nit de pl\u0103gi &amp; speran\u0163e,<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>rug\u00e2ndu-m\u0103 s\u0103 nu fii tu. Zi de zi, precum copilul<\/p>\n<p>privindu-\u015fi \u00een ochi c\u0103l\u0103ul, m\u0103 uit \u00een ochii celui ce intr\u0103<\/p>\n<p>\u015fi m\u0103 rog s\u0103 nu fii tu. R\u0103m\u00e2i unde e dragoste,<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>dragule, las\u0103 spaima s\u0103-mi ung\u0103 trupul<\/p>\n<p>pentru alt\u0103 \u00eengrop\u0103ciune cu parfumul ei de nard,<\/p>\n<p>tu vezi-\u0163i de Paradisul CamiSebastian &amp; fii dragoste.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Te strecori \u00eencet, pe b\u00e2jb\u00e2ite, afar\u0103 din camer\u0103,<\/p>\n<p>parchetul sc\u00e2r\u0163\u00e2ie sub t\u0103lpile goale, dai drumul<\/p>\n<p>calculatorului, trebuie s\u0103 ajungi repede la Undenied.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u015ei luna care r\u0103sare \u00eencet \u00een col\u0163ul veluxului,<\/p>\n<p>\u015fi coolerul b\u00e2z\u00e2ind \u00eencet, \u015fi inima refugiat\u0103<\/p>\n<p>ad\u00e2nc \u00een g\u00e2t undeva, \u015fi hohotele \u00een\u0103bu\u015fite \u2013<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>toate se vor repeta iar \u015fi iar, pentru c\u0103 \u015ftii<\/p>\n<p>c\u0103 are dreptate, \u015fi pentru c\u0103 \u015ftii c\u0103 nu vei putea<\/p>\n<p>nicic\u00e2nd s\u0103 fii dragoste. Pur \u015fi simplu nu.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>C\u00e2nd inima ta va fi aproape dragoste, cineva<\/p>\n<p>se va repezi la ea ca la bo\u0163ul din m\u00e2na hingherului.<\/p>\n<p>\u00cel \u00een\u0163elegi ca pe un frate.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>[din volumul Fr\u00e2nghia \u00eenflorit\u0103, Casa de Editur\u0103 Max Blecher, 2012] click for the English version &nbsp; &nbsp; Ce-\u0163i spune unul dintre mor\u0163ii t\u0103i cei mai dragi, cel mai iubit dintre mor\u0163i, c\u00e2nd te las\u0103 inima s\u0103-l visezi\u00a0:<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[925,125],"tags":[1160,1129,1114,941],"class_list":["post-9049","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-egophobia-35","category-invitat","tag-egophobia-35","tag-invitat","tag-poezie","tag-radu-vancu"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p6DakB-2lX","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9049","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=9049"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9049\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":9152,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9049\/revisions\/9152"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=9049"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=9049"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=9049"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}