{"id":9185,"date":"2012-11-18T23:07:52","date_gmt":"2012-11-18T21:07:52","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=9185"},"modified":"2012-12-18T23:09:24","modified_gmt":"2012-12-18T21:09:24","slug":"poeme-de-adrian-zalmora","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=9185","title":{"rendered":"Poeme de Adrian Zalmora"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><b>Nicio sc\u0103pare<\/b><\/p>\n<p><b>\u00a0<\/b><\/p>\n<p><b>(asta aleg s\u0103 cred)<\/b><\/p>\n<p><b>\u00a0<\/b><\/p>\n<p>la ora potrivit\u0103 s\u0103 te na\u015fti<\/p>\n<p>tot timpul pe care urma s\u0103 \u00eel tr\u0103ie\u015fti<\/p>\n<p>se \u00eencol\u0103cea str\u00e2ns \u00eenf\u0103\u015furat<\/p>\n<p>la capetele fiec\u0103rui cromozom<!--more--><\/p>\n<p>din nucleul tuturor celulelor tale<\/p>\n<p>ca arcul unui ceas \u00eentors p\u00e2n\u0103 la maxim<\/p>\n<p>gata s\u0103 te \u00eemping\u0103 p\u00e2n\u0103 la sf\u00e2r\u015fit<\/p>\n<p>\u00eentr-o curs\u0103 contra cronometru<\/p>\n<p>dup\u0103 care steaua ta pr\u0103bu\u015fit\u0103 \u00een sine<\/p>\n<p>sub povara propriei vie\u0163i<\/p>\n<p>se va preface \u00eentr-o minuscul\u0103 gaur\u0103 neagr\u0103<\/p>\n<p>din care lumina ADN-ului t\u0103u<\/p>\n<p>nu va mai putea ie\u015fi niciodat\u0103<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>vei muri cu totul<\/p>\n<p>pentru c\u0103 e\u015fti exclusiv corpul t\u0103u<\/p>\n<p>cu creierul \u015fi restul organismului<\/p>\n<p>indisolubil integrate<\/p>\n<p>prin circuite neurale \u015fi biochimice<\/p>\n<p>reciproc \u00eentrep\u0103trunse<\/p>\n<p>animate \u00een via\u0163\u0103 de o activitate<\/p>\n<p>\u00een absen\u0163a c\u0103reia dup\u0103 moarte<\/p>\n<p>nu mai exi\u015fti<\/p>\n<p>nici m\u0103car refugiat \u00eentr-un suflet<\/p>\n<p>a c\u0103rui independen\u0163\u0103 \u015fi autosuficien\u0163\u0103 fa\u0163\u0103 de corp<\/p>\n<p>sunt la fel de iluzorii<\/p>\n<p>precum independen\u0163a \u015fi autosuficien\u0163a unei simfonii<\/p>\n<p>desp\u0103r\u0163it\u0103 de orchestra care o 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