{"id":9327,"date":"2012-11-18T22:17:02","date_gmt":"2012-11-18T20:17:02","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=9327"},"modified":"2012-12-30T19:21:01","modified_gmt":"2012-12-30T17:21:01","slug":"black-dog","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=9327","title":{"rendered":"Black Dog"},"content":{"rendered":"<p align=\"right\">by Gabriel Tocu<\/p>\n<p align=\"center\"><b>\u00a0<\/b><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>My dog flattens ecosystems<\/p>\n<p>he brings nuclear winter nights<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; long and empty<\/p>\n<p>to the xanax cities<!--more--><br \/>\n&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; to the song of fetishist joy<\/p>\n<p>&#8230; and the water just stretches in faraways<\/p>\n<p>and the water swallows shadows<\/p>\n<p>and the water takes over my mother<br \/>\n&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>My dog has marrow in the bone<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; textured and patterned by<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; spermicidal rises<\/p>\n<p>of thousands of christs<\/p>\n<p>medused in perplexity<\/p>\n<p>with their joker grins<\/p>\n<p>with their burnt eyes<\/p>\n<p>with their didactics<\/p>\n<p>confessed in spines<\/p>\n<p>never-ending and begotten<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; \u201cfigurative communicability\u201d you said<br \/>\n&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; bedazzled<br \/>\n&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; grotesque bitch<br \/>\n&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; sister of whiteness<br \/>\n&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; exaltation of life<br \/>\n&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; source of their liberty<br \/>\nthus you hang over the brides<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; the towers the cannons the icons<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; the sleepless<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; the nukes<\/p>\n<p>carted off dust memory of your seer\u2019s vision<\/p>\n<p>yet present and perfect in your simplicity<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>My dog is every little fear of mother and father<\/p>\n<p>thy fear of otherness<\/p>\n<p>thy sky of highness,<\/p>\n<p>minister of the pledge<\/p>\n<p>My dog is well-dressed, just like the devil<\/p>\n<p>My dog is well forgotten, just like your innerness<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; sometimes<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; exhausted stumbling<\/p>\n<p>brings us (the foolish people, the lovely people, the dreaming people,<br \/>\n&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; the loud people, the engaged people, the trustful people, <\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; the sanctimonious birds \u2013 the red crows crucified on dots of\u00a0\u00a0<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;  \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 white)<\/p>\n<p>the voice of the dead<\/p>\n<p>and he screams and he faints and he drinks<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; a forever-dying symbol of sexual bereavement<\/p>\n<p>simple<\/p>\n<p>oh, how simple to<br \/>\n&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<br \/>\n&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; grind yourself to grind it all to grind and<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>My dog opens doors to your long-gone days<\/p>\n<p>and to remains when nothing will matter anymore<\/p>\n<p>to the shutter of forgotten limbs<\/p>\n<p>where we\u2019ll engrave our meager<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;  bruises on pedophile walls<\/p>\n<p>time when buildings fall apart<\/p>\n<p>and cloven bodies piously offer their wreath of guts<\/p>\n<p>to putrefaction<\/p>\n<p>just like a syphilitic mandala<\/p>\n<p>of useless history<\/p>\n<p>The Hour the very hour when the dragon<\/p>\n<p align=\"center\">unspoken<br \/>\nviaticum<br \/>\nsmile in the light<\/p>\n<p>turns to sand untouchable<\/p>\n<p align=\"center\">radioactive and clean<br \/>\nthe holy the holy<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>My dog left back his exhalation<\/p>\n<p>and passed away his million years\u2019 seclusion<\/p>\n<p>his registers of abandonment<\/p>\n<p>with his grief alone \u2013 no past no future \u2013 he walks in a<\/p>\n<p>continuous freezeness<\/p>\n<p>to the wooden shed<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>None have seen him ever since<\/p>\n<p>None remembers<\/p>\n<p>Some say he\u2019s a prophet<\/p>\n<p>Some say he is a god<\/p>\n<p>a mad one, a rolling sphere<\/p>\n<p>on the web of the world<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>One of these days his shadow will cut us all in little pieces<\/p>\n<p>One of these days his yellow eye<\/p>\n<p>will rise unique in soliloquy<\/p>\n<p>unbury the crude morning light<\/p>\n<p>and bear it to the unborn children.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>by Gabriel Tocu \u00a0 &nbsp; 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