{"id":9575,"date":"2013-03-01T23:55:41","date_gmt":"2013-03-01T21:55:41","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=9575"},"modified":"2013-03-21T23:58:14","modified_gmt":"2013-03-21T21:58:14","slug":"an-outburst-of-sincerity","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=9575","title":{"rendered":"An outburst of sincerity"},"content":{"rendered":"<p align=right>by Patrick C\u0103linescu<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>How can I become a great stylist in English (for I have long been wanting to be become one), when I\u2019m in the middle of bloody nowhere, and nowhere to be seen anywhere in the four corners of the English-speaking world?<\/p>\n<p>How can I become my finest, yet dream-y, accomplishment with no access to anyone speaking English natively; and with no access whatsoever to the tons of good books in the English world; and with no access to the English world itself?<\/p>\n<p><!--more--><\/p>\n<p>I want to become a great stylist in English while practically being completely isolated from everything English.<\/p>\n<p>And I wonder&#8230; Am I so mad to want to achieve the seemingly impossible?<\/p>\n<p>For tell me at least one person to have done it without being firmly set in the English world.<\/p>\n<p>Would Joseph Conrad have done it if he hadn\u2019t lived all his adult life surrounded by the best kind of Englishness his own time could offer him?<\/p>\n<p>Would Vladimir Nabokov have done it if he hadn\u2019t moved to America when he was entering the most creatively energetic period of his life?<\/p>\n<p>Would Tom Stoppard have done it if he hadn\u2019t moved to England when he was still a boy?<\/p>\n<p>Would Salman Rushdie have done it if he hadn\u2019t immersed himself in the best milieu of Englishness he could ever hope to be in?<\/p>\n<p>So I wonder&#8230; I have none of that, but that doesn\u2019t stop me from pushing on\u2014from pressing on\u2014from soldiering on on the front line of my big dream; that one day, just one day, I would become a great stylist in English; a writer with no country; but a writer of the land of the English language\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>by Patrick C\u0103linescu &nbsp; How can I become a great stylist in English (for I have long been wanting to be become one), when I\u2019m in the middle of bloody nowhere, and nowhere to be seen anywhere in the four corners of the English-speaking world? How can I become my finest, yet dream-y, accomplishment with [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[969,77],"tags":[970,1123,4],"class_list":["post-9575","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-egophobia37","category-english","tag-egophobia-37","tag-english","tag-patrick-calinescu"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p6DakB-2ur","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9575","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=9575"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9575\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":9579,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9575\/revisions\/9579"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=9575"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=9575"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=9575"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}