{"id":9634,"date":"2013-03-30T23:55:05","date_gmt":"2013-03-30T21:55:05","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=9634"},"modified":"2013-03-31T20:21:58","modified_gmt":"2013-03-31T18:21:58","slug":"ca-prin-oglinda-oglinzii-deznadejde-necredinta-ura","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=9634","title":{"rendered":"Ca prin oglinda oglinzii: dezn\u0103dejde, necredin\u0163\u0103, ur\u0103"},"content":{"rendered":"<p align=\"right\">de \u015etefan Bolea<br \/>\n<a href=\"http:\/\/egophobia.ro\/?p=9635\">click here<\/a> for the English version<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\">\n1.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Speran\u0163a este minciun\u0103. Speri ceva ce <i>\u015ftii<\/i> c\u0103 n-o s\u0103 ai niciodat\u0103. Mai mult, ea este o subspecie a fricii. \u201eNu spera \u015fi nu ai team\u0103\u201d = C\u00e2nd speri, \u0163i-e fric\u0103. Speri ceva ce nu meri\u0163i. Dac\u0103 l-ai merita, ar rezulta intrinsec din ac\u0163iunea ta, nu din dorin\u0163a ta ne\u00eembl\u00e2nzit\u0103. \u201eLosing all hope is freedom\u201d. Losing all hope is death. Mai bine mort dec\u00e2t slab! De ce s\u0103 speri c\u00e2nd po\u0163i s\u0103 faci? Deci di-sper\u0103! Dezn\u0103dejdea este gaura neagr\u0103 de pe tricolorul umilin\u0163ei.<!--more--><\/p>\n<p>2.\u00a0\u00a0 Dac\u0103 e\u015fti credul, vei avea parte de multe dezam\u0103giri. Este absurd s\u0103 crezi ce este absurd. \u00cen\u0163elege c\u0103 n-ai cum s\u0103 crezi ca s\u0103 \u00een\u0163elegi. Dac\u0103 scepticismul este o form\u0103 de nihilism pasiv, ne\u00cencrederea are o nuan\u0163\u0103 activ\u0103, care juiseaz\u0103 c\u00e2nd distruge credin\u0163ele. Cred \u00een propria mea ne\u00eencredere. \u201eC\u00e2nd crede, nu crede. C\u00e2nd nu crede, crede.\u201d Din Stavroghin nu r\u0103m\u00e2ne dec\u00e2t ambiguitatea: personajul e propriul s\u0103u demon, pitic sau bufon. Stavroghin era umbra \u2013 tu trebuie s\u0103 fii supra-umbra! P\u00e2n\u0103 c\u00e2nd necredin\u0163a va t\u0103b\u0103r\u00ee asupra ei \u00eens\u0103\u015fi, ca \u015farpele Ouroboros, s\u0103-\u015fi duc\u0103 la cap\u0103t misiunea de obliterare a tuturor credin\u0163elor!<\/p>\n<p>3.\u00a0\u00a0 Ura mai puternic\u0103 dec\u00e2t dragostea, cum g\u00e2ndea un personaj al lui Umberto Eco. S\u0103 fie contrariul lui <i>agape<\/i> \u2013 dispre\u0163ul, ura celor superiori, vecin\u0103 cu indiferen\u0163a? Ura, voin\u0163\u0103 criminal\u0103 (Sartre). \u201eTe ur\u0103sc p\u00e2n\u0103 la moarte\u201d. Ura, magie neagr\u0103. Ura, ata\u015fament pentru trecut (Ion Vianu). Care este secretul urii? Dragostea? Nebunia? Tenacitatea? Crima? Nerecunoa\u015fterea? Speran\u0163a este minciun\u0103. Credin\u0163a este minciun\u0103. Dragostea este minciun\u0103. Ura este minciuna unei minciuni, deci, din punct de vedere psihologic (\u015fi nu logic) un neadev\u0103r special. Un neadev\u0103r personal. \u201eTunelul meu\u201d.<\/p>\n<p>4.\u00a0\u00a0 Nu sunt Satan (ca s\u0103 r\u0103spund <i>Baudelaire<\/i>-ului lui Sartre), sunt \u00eempotriva lui Satan, cum sunt \u00eempotriva lui Dumnezeu. Diferen\u0163a dintre mine \u015fi Satan este echivalent\u0103 diferen\u0163ei dintre Iisus \u015fi Pavel. Mai degrab\u0103, Satan este simbolul bisericii de azi, care vrea bani \u015fi putere lumeasc\u0103. Biserica \u00eei dispre\u0163uie\u015fte pe cei ce tr\u0103iesc \u00een lumea ideilor. Pentru biseric\u0103, \u201emor\u0163i sunt cei muri\u0163i\u201d. Dumnezeu a fost omor\u00e2t \u015fi de preo\u0163i.<\/p>\n<p>5.\u00a0\u00a0 Sunt un partid cu un singur membru, o religie cu un singur ini\u0163iat, o orchestr\u0103 cu un dublu instrument: o drujb\u0103 ce dezmiard\u0103 o harp\u0103.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>de \u015etefan Bolea click here for the English version &nbsp; 1.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Speran\u0163a este minciun\u0103. Speri ceva ce \u015ftii c\u0103 n-o s\u0103 ai niciodat\u0103. Mai mult, ea este o subspecie a fricii. \u201eNu spera \u015fi nu ai team\u0103\u201d = C\u00e2nd speri, \u0163i-e fric\u0103. Speri ceva ce nu meri\u0163i. 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