C\u00e2ntec de chemat moartea<\/b><\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Cum al\u021bii \u00eencearc\u0103 s\u0103-\u0219i aminteasc\u0103 copil\u0103ria<\/p>\n
\u00eencerc eu acum s\u0103-mi amintesc moartea.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Mai \u00eent\u00e2i \u021bi se ia puterea s\u0103-\u021bi iei singur via\u021ba.<\/p>\n
Apoi nu-\u021bi mai r\u0103m\u00e2ne nici m\u0103car puterea s\u0103 folose\u0219ti singur plosca.<\/p>\n
Asistentele scutur\u0103 sc\u00e2rbite cear\u0219afurile \u00een urma ta.<\/p>\n
Harta spitalului e desenat\u0103 \u00eentr-unul.<\/p>\n
\u0218i chipul lui Iisus \u00een glande sudoripare \u0219i urin\u0103.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Toate \u021bip\u0103, dar nu se aude nimic din ce spun.<\/p>\n
Ca \u0219i cum ploaia le-a dat sonorul pe mut<\/p>\n
mai \u00eent\u00e2i fulgerul coboar\u0103 din cer, apoi tunetul.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Un copil se joac\u0103 \u00een gr\u0103din\u0103 cu zmeul.<\/p>\n
\u0218i-a rupt iar perfuziile.<\/p>\n
C\u00e2nd le rupe mereu nimeni.<\/p>\n
Ochii pacien\u021bilor sunt a\u021binti\u021bi la televizor.<\/p>\n
C\u00e2nd plou\u0103 ca acum transmisia se \u00eentrerupe ritmic.<\/p>\n
Din c\u00e2nd \u00een c\u00e2nd se aud \u00eenjur\u0103turi ca ni\u0219te b\u0103t\u0103i de inim\u0103.<\/p>\n
Cineva se duce l\u00e2ng\u0103 patul lui \u0219i ceilal\u021bi \u00eei spun cum s\u0103 mi\u0219te antena.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Cred c\u0103 vrea mai bine s\u0103 moar\u0103 dec\u00e2t s\u0103 tr\u0103iasc\u0103 a\u0219a.<\/p>\n
Va paraliza \u00een cur\u00e2nd. Copilul scap\u0103 zmeul din m\u00e2n\u0103.<\/p>\n
Curentul electric cade. Meciul se \u00eentrerupe.<\/p>\n
P\u00e2n\u0103 pornesc generatorul \u00eencepe.<\/p>\n
G\u0103l\u0103gia \u0219i pl\u00e2nsul. Scr\u00e2\u0219netul din\u021bilor.<\/p>\n
P\u00e2n\u0103 vine la loc lumina \u0219i ajung asistentele se roag\u0103 s\u0103 moar\u0103.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Doar c\u00e2nd mirosul de c\u0103cat devine mai insuportabil<\/p>\n
dec\u00e2t mirosul de mort atrage aten\u0163ia celorlal\u021bi.<\/p>\n
Cineva \u00eei aprinde o \u021bigar\u0103 care s\u0103 \u00eei lumineze chipul<\/p>\n
s\u0103 vad\u0103 dac\u0103-i mort sau nu, apoi cheam\u0103 asistentele.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
\u0218tiu c\u0103 nici atunci c\u00e2nd va paraliza<\/p>\n
asistentele nu vor \u00eenceta s\u0103-l certe.<\/p>\n
C\u00e2nd o s\u0103 moar\u0103 vor spune c\u0103 a fost din vina lui.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Cu to\u021bii a\u0219tept\u0103m cu ner\u0103bdare s\u0103 se \u00eent\u00e2mple asta<\/p>\n
\u0219i noaptea c\u00e2nd \u00eei aranj\u0103m perna<\/p>\n
am vrea s-o aranj\u0103m pentru totdeauna.<\/p>\n
Ne umplem inimile cu tandre\u021be pentru c\u0103 \u00een cur\u00e2nd<\/p>\n
fa\u021ba lui o s\u0103 devin\u0103 fa\u021ba noastr\u0103,<\/p>\n
iar patul lui patul nostru.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Nu are dec\u00e2t un fiu care e avocat. Nu vine<\/p>\n
dec\u00e2t foarte rar. Azi a salvat un condamnat la moarte.<\/p>\n
Azi doctorii i-au spus c\u0103 nu pot face nimic pentru tat\u0103l lui.<\/p>\n
C\u00e2nd am citit \u2013 Enigma Otiliei, lecturi obligatorii pentru bac,<\/p>\n
ceilal\u021bi pacien\u021bi s-au str\u00e2ns<\/p>\n
\u00een jurul meu ca \u00een jurul unui copil-profet<\/p>\n
\u0219i mi-au spus c\u0103 seam\u0103n\u0103 cu \u0103la, cu St\u0103nic\u0103 Ra\u0163iu.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Dar fiul \u0219tie mai bine.<\/p>\n
\u00cen fiecare noapte se viseaz\u0103 \u00een tat\u0103l lui<\/p>\n
microorganismele care-l descompun.<\/p>\n
Tat\u0103l lui e acum un nou-n\u0103scut<\/p>\n
cu malforma\u0163ii odioase<\/p>\n
c\u0103ruia nu po\u0163i dec\u00e2t s\u0103-i dore\u015fti moartea.<\/p>\n
Aici adev\u0103rata dragoste-i s\u0103 dore\u0219ti moartea.<\/p>\n
\u00a0<\/b><\/p>\n
Juc\u0103ria s\u0103racului<\/b><\/p>\n
\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/b><\/p>\n
\u00a0<\/b><\/p>\n
Din toate pachetele de \u021big\u0103ri<\/p>\n
\u00eemi voi construi o armat\u0103 de robo\u021bi<\/p>\n
cum f\u0103ceam \u00een copil\u0103rie<\/p>\n
\u0219i voi cuceri lumea<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
\u00eencep\u00e2nd de aici<\/p>\n
de unde col\u021bul peretului<\/p>\n
se \u00eent\u00e2lne\u0219te cu col\u021bul peretului<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
aici \u00eemi voi scrie un manifest<\/p>\n
\u00eempotriva oamenilor mari<\/p>\n
a cojilor de nuc\u0103 pe care<\/p>\n
mi-a\u0219ez genunchii de bun\u0103voie<\/p>\n
\u0219i m\u0103 rog<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
l\u0103s\u00e2ndu-mi deoparte juc\u0103riile preferate<\/p>\n
caraghiosul de mucava mi\u0219cat cu o singur\u0103 sfoar\u0103<\/i><\/p>\n
fierararii care bat nicovala<\/i><\/p>\n
c\u0103l\u0103re\u021bul \u0219i calul a c\u0103rui coad\u0103 e un fluier<\/i><\/p>\n
bucata de oglind\u0103 ciobit\u0103 care reflect\u0103 soarele<\/p>\n
poezia \u0219i \u021big\u0103rile<\/p>\n
aceste sfori cu care \u00eencercam<\/p>\n
s\u0103-mi fiu propria marionet\u0103<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
\u0219i m\u0103 rog<\/p>\n
culorii alb<\/p>\n
scorojit\u0103<\/p>\n
\u0219i plin\u0103 de igrasie<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
\u00een spital<\/p>\n
\u00een strad\u0103<\/i><\/p>\n
\u00eentre ciulini \u0219i urzici<\/i><\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
copilului<\/p>\n
care se joac\u0103 cu \u0219obolanul viu<\/p>\n
\u0219i-l transform\u0103 pe r\u00e2nd<\/p>\n
\u00een mort, sf\u00e2leaz\u0103, ma\u0219in\u0103, ti-ti, tren, ciu-ciu, avion sau pas\u0103re<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
joac\u0103-te cu mine<\/p>\n
transform\u0103-m\u0103<\/p>\n
\u00een ceva frumos<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
ia-m\u0103-n c\u0103u\u0219ul palmelor tale<\/p>\n
cum iei apa limpede \u00een care<\/p>\n
soarele construie\u0219te o catedral\u0103<\/p>\n
\u0219i o bei<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
chiar dac\u0103-n ap\u0103 sunt vipere<\/p>\n
\u0219i veninul pe care-l vars\u0103<\/p>\n
\u0219i mor\u021bi \u0219i s\u00e2nge pe care \u0219i tu<\/p>\n
c\u00e2nd va veni \u00eenghe\u0163ul<\/p>\n
te vei da ca pe ghea\u0163\u0103<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
mai sunt \u0219i ro\u021bi de biciclet\u0103<\/p>\n
\u0219i o cizm\u0103 pe care pescarul o \u00eencal\u021b\u0103<\/p>\n
\u0219i e mai fericit s\u0103rind \u0219chiop<\/p>\n
cu o singur\u0103 cizm\u0103
\n\u00eentr-un singur picior<\/p>\n
dec\u00e2t dac\u0103 ar fi prins<\/p>\n
pe\u0219tele<\/p>\n
pe care s\u0103-l aga\u021be m\u00e2ndru<\/p>\n
de peretele de acas\u0103<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
ia-m\u0103 cum ia pescarul cizma pescuit\u0103<\/p>\n
chiar dac\u0103 \u0219obolanul e viu<\/p>\n
\u0219i m\u00e2na ta e fragil\u0103<\/p>\n
cum e capul circarului \u00een gura tigrului<\/p>\n
\u0219i col\u021bii ascu\u021bi\u021bi<\/p>\n
str\u0103lucesc ca ochii unui om r\u0103u<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
\u0219i c\u00e2ntecul \u0103sta atrage<\/p>\n
cobrele \u00eembl\u00e2nzite<\/p>\n
care \u00een m\u00e2inile tale se transform\u0103 \u0219i ele<\/p>\n
\u00een \u0219erpi de cauciuc sau \u00een sfori<\/p>\n
cu care oamenii nu se sp\u00e2nzur\u0103<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
chiar dac\u0103 cizma<\/p>\n
e pentru un singur picior<\/p>\n
\u0219i tu ai dou\u0103<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Vat\u0103 de zah\u0103r pentru vampir<\/b><\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Oamenii nu m\u0103 atrag mai mult dec\u00e2t o bancnot\u0103 de 50 lei pierdut\u0103 pe strad\u0103 o ridic din mizerie o \u00eemp\u0103turesc \u0219i o \u00eendes atent la buzunarul de la piept unde o port o vreme p\u00e2n\u0103 c\u00e2nd g\u0103sesc ce trebuie \u0219i atunci o dau mai departe<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
probabil doar atunci c\u00e2nd e\u0219ti pierdut de cineva neatent c\u00e2nd e\u0219ti \u0219i tu o bancnot\u0103 r\u0103t\u0103cit\u0103 e singura dat\u0103 c\u00e2nd e\u0219ti liber cu adev\u0103rat \u0219i-a\u0219tep\u021bi s\u0103 se-nt\u00e2mple ceva<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
departe de degetele care ne num\u0103r\u0103 \u0219i de case de marcat care ne pun \u00een ordine via\u021ba cineva te acoper\u0103 cu pantoful \u0219i \u00ee\u021bi calc\u0103 inima ca s\u0103 nu te ia v\u00e2ntul se uit\u0103 st\u00e2nga-dreapta s\u0103 vad\u0103 dac\u0103 mai e cineva primprejur s\u0103 poat\u0103 s\u0103 se aplece
\nspre tine lacom ca Gollum \u0219i apoi s\u0103 se fac\u0103 invizibil<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
ca o macara te ridic\u0103 \u00eentr-o inim\u0103 \u00een construc\u021bie cu g\u00e2ndul c\u0103-n parc e vat\u0103 de zah\u0103r \u00een copil\u0103rie visa la copaci din vat\u0103 de zah\u0103r pe l\u00e2ng\u0103 care \u00ee\u0219i f\u0103ceau veacul o sut\u0103 de porumbei diabetici at\u00e2ta vat\u0103 de zah\u0103r din care femeia iubit\u0103 s\u0103 mu\u0219te ca din g\u00e2tul lui un vampir\u00a0 \u0219i \u00een vat\u0103 de zah\u0103r vampirul \u0103sta s\u0103-i dea nemurirea.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Oamenii cu care ie\u0219eai doar ca s\u0103 vezi despre ce e vorba \u0219i aproape \u00eentotdeauna nu era vorba de nimic.<\/p>\n
\u00a0<\/b><\/p>\n
\u0218i to\u021bi credeau c\u0103 Hrabal a murit \u00een timp ce hr\u0103nea porumbeii<\/b><\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
fumez prea mult \u00een poeme
\n\u0219i mai mult \u00een realitate
\npoate de asta le \u0219i ofeream cu non\u0219alan\u021b\u0103
\nmuribunzilor de la spitalul nou\u0103
\ncare puteau renun\u021ba la orice
\nmai pu\u021bin la \u021big\u0103ri
\nultima \u021bigar\u0103
\n\u0219i nu le spuneam
\nc\u0103 totul va fi bine
\npentru c\u0103 \u0219tiam c\u0103 de acum
\nnimic nu va mai fi bine
\nm\u0103 plimbam pe coridoare
\n\u0219i m\u0103 a\u0219ezam pe calorifer
\nla fereastr\u0103
\nde unde priveam porumbeii
\n<\/i>\u0219i doctorul meu m\u0103 \u00eentreba<\/p>\n
dac\u0103 m\u0103 g\u00e2ndesc la sinucidere
\nnu m\u0103 mai g\u00e2ndesc la nimic
\nsau cel pu\u021bin asta \u00eencerc
\ncopiii joac\u0103 fotbal eu n-o s\u0103 mai
\n\u0219i poate c\u0103 e mai bine
\nc\u0103 nu m\u0103 viziteaz\u0103 dec\u00e2t mama
\ncare-mi aduce portocale
\n\u0219tii, am \u0219tiut dintotdeauna
\nc\u0103 tu-mi aduceai \u0219i de cr\u0103ciun i-a\u0219 zice
\npoate de asta din to\u021bi
\nporumbeii h\u0103mesi\u021bi \u0219i diabetici
\ncare se c\u0103\u021b\u0103rau pe copacii din vat\u0103 de zah\u0103r<\/p>\n
unul singur a venit la mine
\n\u0219i \u00een timp ce scrumam tacticos pe jos
\n\u0219i m\u0103 uitam dup\u0103 o femeie frumoas\u0103
\ncare nu mai ap\u0103rea
\na \u00eenceput s\u0103 ciugule cu poft\u0103
\ndin scrumul de \u021bigar\u0103
\ni-a\u0219 fi zis b\u0103iete
\nam fi putut
\nca nils \u0219i g\u00e2sca lui
\ns\u0103 fim prieteni
\n\u0219i s\u0103 nu ne pese
\nde \u021big\u0103ri
\n\u0219i femei frumoase
\nde porumbeii diabetici
\ncare se c\u0103\u021b\u0103rau pe copacii din vat\u0103 de zah\u0103r
\n\u0219i ciuguleau, ciuguleau<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
\u00a0<\/b><\/p>\n
Leopardul albastru<\/b><\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Fata ars\u0103 cu \u021bigara prin cluburi<\/p>\n
eu am v\u0103zut cum se ardea<\/p>\n
singur\u0103 cu \u021bigara prin cluburi<\/p>\n
\u0219i m\u00e2na \u00eei ar\u0103ta groaznic<\/p>\n
ca \u0219i cum era plin\u0103 de t\u0103ieturi<\/p>\n
\u0219i m\u0103 uitam la ea cu triste\u021be<\/p>\n
c\u0103 nici de data asta nu i-a reu\u0219it<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Purta fust\u0103 scurt\u0103 \u0219i chilo\u021bi leopard
\ni-am v\u0103zut c\u00e2nd \u0219i-a deschis picioarele<\/p>\n
\u0219i am v\u0103zut c\u0103 purta acolo
\nca un pui mic de leopard un leopard
\n\u0219i ea era toat\u0103 un leopard
\nun leopard pielea ei sexul ei un leopard<\/p>\n
ochii ei care nu m-au privit erau \u0219i ei
\n\u00een \u00eentuneric doi ochi de leopard
\n\u0219i mi-a fost team\u0103 s\u0103 m\u0103 apropii
\ncum e normal s\u0103-\u021bi fie team\u0103 de un leopard
\n\u00cen luminile din club avea pielea albastr\u0103<\/p>\n
ca Mystique frumoas\u0103 ca un leopard<\/p>\n
a\u0219a i-a spus Magneto c\u00e2nd \u00ee\u0219i schimba forma<\/p>\n
\u00een cea mai frumoas\u0103 femeie mereu cea mai<\/p>\n
frumoas\u0103 femeie \u0219i mereu alta niciodat\u0103 ea<\/p>\n
vreau s\u0103 fac dragoste doar cu tine<\/p>\n
pielea ta albastr\u0103 e frumoas\u0103 ca un leopard<\/p>\n
nicio femeie din rasa oamenilor<\/p>\n
nu se poate compara cu pielea ta<\/p>\n
albastr\u0103 tu e\u0219ti rezultatul a mii de ani<\/p>\n
de evolu\u021bie \u0219i de substan\u021be radioactive<\/p>\n
pe care oamenii le-au aruncat \u00een aer \u0219i ap\u0103<\/p>\n
\u0219i cu care s-au hr\u0103nit nep\u0103s\u0103tori<\/p>\n
lucr\u00e2nd la propria lor dispari\u021bie<\/p>\n
floarea de fosfor care str\u0103luce\u0219te<\/p>\n
doar \u00een \u00eentuneric \u0219i de care oamenii<\/p>\n
nu se pot apropia f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 moar\u0103<\/p>\n
\u00eencet f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103-\u0219i dea seama dec\u00e2t cu tehnologia lor<\/p>\n
prea slab\u0103 c\u00e2nd vor afla c\u0103 e prea t\u00e2rziu<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
C\u00e2ntec de chemat moartea Cum al\u021bii \u00eencearc\u0103 s\u0103-\u0219i aminteasc\u0103 copil\u0103ria \u00eencerc eu acum s\u0103-mi amintesc moartea. Mai \u00eent\u00e2i \u021bi se ia puterea s\u0103-\u021bi iei singur via\u021ba. Apoi nu-\u021bi mai r\u0103m\u00e2ne nici m\u0103car puterea s\u0103 folose\u0219ti singur plosca. Asistentele scutur\u0103 sc\u00e2rbite cear\u0219afurile \u00een urma ta.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[986,13],"tags":[508,1164,1114],"class_list":["post-9778","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-egophobia-38","category-poezie","tag-adrian-d","tag-egophobia-38","tag-poezie"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p6DakB-2xI","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9778","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=9778"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9778\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":9803,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9778\/revisions\/9803"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=9778"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=9778"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=9778"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}