by Patrick C\u0103linescu<\/p>\n
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\nMany years ago I decided to stop being a theist. I simply can\u2019t believe in the existence of god. Yesterday I also decided to stop being an atheist. I simply can\u2019t believe in the non-existence of god either.<\/p>\n
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I know that many think that god is either existence that has to be asserted as such or non-existence that has to be equally asserted as such.<\/p>\n
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Yet what neither party seems to understand is how united they stand in what actually disunites them so radically: the problem of god. For it is god itself that ultimately unites them as both theists and atheists believe in something which is in fact so profoundly connected to god. The former believe that it exists while the latter believe that it doesn\u2019t. But both do believe something about it.<\/p>\n
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So, it doesn\u2019t really matter whether you are a theist or an atheist. Whatever you choose to be in the end, you\u2019re stuck with god. If you are a theist, you\u2019ll spend your whole life trying to defend its existence as best you can. On the other had, if you are an atheist, you\u2019ll spend the rest of your life trying to defend its non-existence as well as you can.<\/p>\n
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Paradoxically, then, a theist is to me just a passive atheist while an atheist is simply a passive theist. And both of them are active promoters of god\u2014whether from the perspective of its existence, which the theist is trying to assert, or from the perspective of its non-existence, which the atheist is trying to assert.<\/p>\n
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Having finally understood how futile this whole thing is, I have decided to opt out of it. I\u2019m going neutral. As of today, god to me is no more a matter of existence than it is a matter of non-existence. As of today, god is out of my life both from the perspective of its existence and from the perspective of its non-existence.<\/p>\n
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Whether it exists or not\u2014whether it has always existed or not\u2014whether it has never existed or not\u2014I simply don\u2019t care.<\/p>\n
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I just want to live in a world that is truly freed from god.<\/p>\n
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I just want to live in a world that is quite fed up with deliberating, usually done in so darn ungodly a manner, over whether god is permanent existence or permanent non-existence.<\/p>\n
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I just want to live in a world where god keeps on being the supreme god of oblivion.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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