Au trecut at\u00e2tea zile de c\u00e2nd nu \u0163i-ai mai scos m\u00e2inile din pumni \u015fi, dintr-o dat\u0103, vii \u015fi te a\u015fezi l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine chiar f\u0103r\u0103 niciun avertisment prealabil, cu toate c\u0103 \u015ftii prea bine c\u0103 sunt un adept al unghiurilor graduale \u00een tot ce fac, \u00eei repro\u015f\u0103 el dup\u0103 ce \u00ee\u015fi pierdu respira\u0163ia \u00een \u015firul acestor vorbe dezarmate de z\u00e2mbetul ei mai larg dec\u00e2t un arc de cerc vertebral.<\/p>\n
Te \u00een\u015feli amarnic dac\u0103 crezi c\u0103 nu te-am b\u0103gat \u00een seam\u0103, \u00eel contrazise ea cu z\u00e2mbetul anterior at\u00e2rn\u00e2nd \u00eenc\u0103 de col\u0163urile celui prezent.<\/p>\n
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Cum a\u015f putea s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00een\u015fel? Crezi c\u0103 sunt nebun \u015fi nu mai \u015ftiu unde m\u0103 aflu \u015fi \u00een preajma cui sunt?<\/p>\n
\u00centreb\u0103rile lui repezi c\u0103zur\u0103 pe z\u00e2mbetele ei ca o ploaie de var\u0103 fin\u0103 \u015fi u\u015foar\u0103. Nu l\u0103sar\u0103 nicio urm\u0103 \u00een trecerea lor interogativ\u0103.<\/p>\n
El sim\u0163i c\u00e2t de impermeabile sunt z\u00e2mbetele ei la ofuscarea lui \u015fi \u00eel enerva cumplit s\u0103 vad\u0103 c\u0103 nu poate s\u0103 fac\u0103 nimic. S-ar fi a\u015fteptat, \u00eentr-o astfel de situa\u0163ie, ca trupul s\u0103u indezirabil s\u0103 \u00eei paralizeze de furie, dar, spre totala lui surprindere, corpul i se mi\u015fca \u00een voie, cu aceea\u015fi flexibilitate pe care o avusese de la na\u015ftere, \u00een schimb el \u00een\u0163epenise complet \u015fi nu mai putea s\u0103 schi\u0163eze niciun nerv din mul\u0163ii ce \u00eel umpleau \u00een acel moment. Ridic\u0103 m\u00e2inile deasupra capului, le puse apoi pe mas\u0103 \u015fi le ridic\u0103 \u00eenc\u0103 o dat\u0103 dup\u0103 aceea, \u00een mi\u015fc\u0103ri mecanizate, sincopate, ca \u00eentr-un balet impermeabil la mobilitate, ca \u015fi cum ar fi vrut s\u0103 \u00eei arate sau s\u0103 \u00eei dovedeasc\u0103 c\u0103 organismul s\u0103u este capabil de mi\u015fcare, poate s\u0103 fac\u0103 ceva \u00een privin\u0163a z\u00e2mbetelor ei, e \u00een stare cel pu\u0163in s\u0103 le filtreze efectul \u015fi c\u0103 numai el a r\u0103mas permeabil la ele, dezarmat \u00een fa\u0163a lor \u015fi complet imobil ca o crispare inutil\u0103. \u015ei, poate c\u0103 pentru prima oar\u0103 \u00een via\u0163a lui, sim\u0163ea c\u0103 el s-a tr\u0103dat pe sine, iar corpul s\u0103u, de la care se a\u015ftepta doar la tr\u0103d\u0103ri somatice, fusese de partea lui \u015fi \u00eencercase din r\u0103sputeri s\u0103 \u00eei acopere neputin\u0163a. Trupul s\u0103u, pe care \u00eel ura cu sinceritate, \u00eel ajutase s\u0103 pareze evidentul, dar el nu f\u0103cuse absolut nimic. Pur \u015fi simplu el nu mai avu niciun efect asupra sa \u015fi se abandon\u0103 \u00een imobilitatea \u00een care dec\u0103zuse. \u00cen tot acest timp, ea z\u00e2mbi \u015fi z\u00e2mbi \u015fi z\u00e2mbi de parc\u0103 s-ar fi transformat \u00eentr-o ma\u015fin\u0103 de z\u00e2mbit. Devenise inepuizabil\u0103 \u015fi energia din care z\u00e2mbea p\u0103rea s\u0103 fie f\u0103r\u0103 limite.<\/p>\n
Calmeaz\u0103-te, te rog, \u00eei z\u00e2mbi ea \u00een continuare. Fire\u015fte c\u0103 nu e\u015fti nebun, dar e clar c\u0103 e\u015fti cu capul \u00een nori. Parc\u0103 ai fi \u00eendr\u0103gostit, ad\u0103ug\u0103 ea \u00een urma unui alt z\u00e2mbet, \u00een care el se scufund\u0103 de tot.<\/p>\n
\u00cendr\u0103gostit?<\/p>\n
Baletul impermeabil la mi\u015fcare \u00eel tr\u0103da \u015fi punea \u015fi mai mult \u00een eviden\u0163\u0103 c\u00e2t de flexibil \u00eei era trupul, ale c\u0103rui m\u00e2ini nu \u00eencetaser\u0103 s\u0103 fie c\u00e2nd pe mas\u0103, c\u00e2nd deasupra capului. Printre m\u00e2ini, el neg\u0103 totul, vehement.<\/p>\n
Nu sunt \u00eendr\u0103gostit. Nu a\u015f avea de cine, \u00een primul r\u00e2nd. \u015ei, \u00een al doilea r\u00e2nd, ca s\u0103 fiu sincer, eu nu m\u0103 pot \u00eendr\u0103gosti.<\/p>\n
M\u00e2inile uitaser\u0103 pentru o secund\u0103 sau cam a\u015fa ceva s\u0103 se ridice de pe mas\u0103 deasupra capului, iar aceast\u0103 fin\u0103 bre\u015f\u0103 \u00een ritmul deja stabilit de ele fu pe loc transferat\u0103 \u00eentr-un larg z\u00e2mbet al \u00een\u0163elegerii.<\/p>\n
Oricine se poate \u00eendr\u0103gosti dac\u0103 a g\u0103sit persoana potrivit\u0103, \u00eel contrazise ea, dar z\u00e2mbetul cel larg dinainte se cam ascu\u0163ise \u00eentr-un unghi al re\u0163inerii.<\/p>\n
M\u0103 rog, nu \u00eemi pas\u0103, continu\u0103 el s\u0103 r\u0103m\u00e2n\u0103 ofuscat, chiar dac\u0103 ea deja \u00eel prinse de m\u00e2n\u0103.<\/p>\n
Deocamdat\u0103, numai de un deget.<\/p>\n
Nu conteaz\u0103 care.<\/p>\n
Pasul dintre ei fusese \u015fters de un singur deget.<\/p>\n
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