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Fuck reason!

de Ştefan Bolea

 

Nu mă regăsesc nici în ateism, nici în religie. Religia (mai ales versiunea creştină) îmi provoacă reacţii de respingere (daimon-ul meu îmi zice de fiecare dată că sigur n-a fost aşa, asta e o minciună) iar ateismul mi se pare vulgar. Aş putea crede într-o religie fără Dumnezeu, ca budismul. Aş putea adopta un ateism mistic în care eu sunt singurul zeu, eventual mort (I am God and God is dead). Oricum ar fi, mă simt mai apropiat de antiteism. Dacă declaraţia ateismului este I am not a slave to a God that doesn’t exist (Marilyn Manson), antiteismul se remarcă prin „sloganul” Whether you exist or not, you will always have my hate, God. Castaneda observa că atunci când ai învins angoasa, intri în zodia clarităţii. Evidenţa că ateismul meu este ambiguu şi că religia mea este anti-carteziană dovedeşte următoarele lucruri: 1) în timp ce spiritul meu raţionează, sufletul vorbeşte pe altă frecvenţă, subliminală: Fuck reason, too! 2) Meduza mă priveşte chiar dacă încerc să-mi feresc faţa: voi avea vreodată alt chip decât cel al fricii? 3) mai am de ars biserici pentru că umbra gigantică a creştinismului încă mi se proiectează pe faţă. Şi chiar, vrei să fii demon, zeu sau ne-om?

Attunement
 

atheist that are secretly in love with God

take him as a role model

as a statue they’d like to sculpt

who created who? shouts the rat

sipping another shot of power

 

atheists that pray 24/7

that never feel Satan

but have swallowed too much of God in one bite

 

atheists that have seen icons in the mirror

that hate number 2 but are way too fond of 3, 1 and 7

godless pricks that smoke 5 packs a day of marlboro filters

 

yes I have seen them in the streets, in the woods and in my head

paying off beggars without tongue who shouted OM  from the back of their throat

they had vipers tattooed across their bellies

and solomon’s seal imprinted on the forehead

 

atheists that would kill for real estate in heaven

yet knowing there is only hell

and if jesus was an ape, why should his father be any different?

“father – yes son – I want you to kill me – and you can keep fucking mother”

 

yes we have only one religion

fiat finis

we worship only one god

the emptiness inside us, the clown Void

the crow who eats our brain may be the only MC

the snake who awakens when we sleep and transports us to kingdom come shall be our only master

the second dick, the inner one, that opens like a flower, before we cum is our only badge

 

atheists that have a drinking problem

atheists that lock themselves in burning churches

godless pricks that have a leper fetish and shoot heroin in unlit toilets

 

atheists that are not atheists at all

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